"A fool may talk, but a wise man speaks.."

twit eh?? heh heh heh..

2011-09-03T14:10:00.001+08:00

i am not going to waste my time creating another not-so-lame excuses regarding why i didn't update my blog like i promised before.. hehe.. to make it simple, i'll try to start all over again even though the tendency of forgetting-to-update the blog is considerably HIGH.. hahahha.. a few weeks ago, someone from the Gooneritas invited me to start using the tweeter.. i've always wanted to try 1.. it just that i don't know how to use it.. hehe.. she simply said, "JUST TRY".. ahahaha.. no wonder she told me that.. it's as easy as texting your buddies using your mobile phone.. heh heh heh.. since then, i'll make sure that i'll log on to tweeter right after facebook.. heh heh heh.. to those who are using tweeter, do you mind following me?? hehehe.. i'm still learning how to search for friends to be followed.. hehe.. currently, i'm following some of the Arsenal players' tweeter.. it's the fastest way to know what they're doing.. oh well, i'm a hard-die-fan of Arsenal FC of course!! heh heh heh.. you guys can simply search for "farid_wilshere" and click "follow".. heh heh heh. hopefully we can connect to each other easier.. heh heh heh..

before i forgot, i'd like to wish "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri" to all Muslims out there.. we may not know each other, but we are born BROTHERS and SISTERS regardless of our colours and backgrounds!! that's all for the time being.. i'll be keeping on updating this blog soon Insya-Allah.. hehehe.. Assalamualikum wbt..

the accidental-forgotten-blog of mine version III.. hik hik hik..

2011-05-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

hik hik hik.. hey, i DO have a blog!! ahahaha~~ just look at the time frame between this post and the previous post.. ahahahaha~~~ i am so damn busy with all the LAST-MINUTE-ASSIGNMENTS, exams, camping, and etc.. hehe.. and i DO have one very-very-very-reliable excuse regarding why i haven't updated my blog lately.. hehehe.. based from a very reliable (ceh.. same sords again..) source, i was told that my juniors were looking for a blog to be analysed.. hehe.. and a few of them seemed to have found out about my blog.. hehe.. that made me to stop for a while so that they wouldn't be able to analyse the latest post of mine.. hik hik hik.. it's not that i'm being too cocky about this.. it just that i don't think my blog would be nice to be analysed.. hehe.. some of the posts are NOT WORTH to be read.. ahahaha..

i've started to 'enjoy' my holiday about 2 weeks ago.. hehe.. guess what? i am on holiday for 4 months!! arrgghh!! what am i supposed to do?? i can't handle a 2-month-holiday, let alone 4 months!! urrgghh.. i've got to find ways to KILL THIS PERIOD OF TIME!! hehe.. first thing first.. i've got to 'fill up' my pocket!! heh heh heh.. i've got to find some works.. hehe.. errr.. A WORK.. hehe.. the thing is, some of my friends are getting married.. and of course, i DO WANT TO ATTEND their wedding ceremony.. i'm afraid that by working (not permanent), i won't have time to attend their big day.. hehe.. so, i've got to plan everything up.. but the thing is, i don't have a single plan regarding what needs to do first.. hehe.. oh well, i should let the time do the talking then.. hehe.. by the way, one of my good buddies told me that she has started to work at nandos!! and the payment is quite high too!! she's paid RM5 per hour!! wahh!! that's better than McD and Pizza Hut!! hehe.. that gives me an idea, INDIRECTLY.. hehehe.. we'll see what happen.. hehe..

hurm, ok then.. i've got to watch the Bangla that my mom hired to cut off the grass.. the Banglas (some of them) nowadays cannot be trusted.. i've locked all main doors.. i'll observe him from inside.. he'll only get his pay AFTER he finished with the grass.. heh heh heh.. till then~~ ;)

the-hot-bachelor-chef ;)

2011-02-27T14:34:00.006+08:00

heh heh heh.. the title for today's post speaks for itself.. hehe.. earlier this morning, i was thinking of something to be updated on my blog.. hehe.. while i was pondering for ideas, suddenly i felt so hungry.. hehe.. well, i didn't take my breakfast just now.. hehe.. then i decided to cook something for lunch.. the moment i finished preparing all the ingredients, this very-unlike-of-me type of idea popped up in my mind.. hehe.. as for that, i decided to share what i've been cooking all these while.. hehe.. it's a simple yet delicious type of dish.. and it's good for the vegetables-lover too~~ hehe.. do enjoy~~ ;)

firstly, u've got to prepare all the ingredients.. u may use any type of vegetables that u like.. hehe.. as for me, all these ingredients are easy to be found.. and they are so damn-cheap too!! hehe..

next, in order to cook this dish, u've got to heat up the cooking oil.. but remember!! don't use too much oil or else it will become too oily.. and that's not good for your health too!! hehe.. too much oil may make the vegetables lost their vitamins and minerals..

next, put in the ingredient(s) that need(s) to be fully cooked first.. but then again, it depends on how you want it/them to be.. some people may want the ingredient(s) to be raw or slightly cooked..

some of us may want to use any means of meat/chicken/fish/etc.. u may want to slice your preferable meat/chicken/fish/etc into smaller slices so that it can be cooked faster and easier.. don't get me start with how its taste will eventually combine with the vegetables.. hehe.. i'm not a good cook yet, so, i can't actually tell whether it's true or not.. hehe.. but it does sound mouth-watering to me.. hehe..

after the earlier ingredients seem to be almost cooked, put in the other ingredients which require less time of cooking.. this is to ensure that the vitamins will still remain in touch with the vegetables.. sslluurrppss~~~~ :P~

don't forget to add in the seasoning too.. u may use any type of seasoning that u feel like using.. as for me, i go for the 'economical' ones.. hehe..

this is how it looks like the moment i add in the seasoning.. n again, not too much!! or else, your dish will taste too salty.. 1 tablespoon of that will do for a single person dish..

after about 2-3minutes, turn off the gas, and put everything into a normal bowl.. how does it look like?? heh heh heh.. feels like tasting them, right?? heh heh heh..

and at last, u can enjoy a simple yet scrumptious dish which can be cooked by almost everybody.. heh heh heh.. who says that we've got to learn from the best chef to cook?? just use your IMAGINATION.. heh heh heh.. and give it a try~~ u won't know until u taste your own cooking!! ;)

isn't that easy?? heh heh heh.. it will only cost you about RM1 per dish!! and u can even prepare it in less than 15minutes!! heh heh heh.. that's all for now.. hopefully i can share other interesting things as well, Insya-Allah.. as for that, buh bye~~ ;)

Buh-bye RM80!!

2011-02-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

uhuk~~ there goes my RM80 for this week!! hehe.. nahh~~ it doesn't sound as bad as it looks like.. hehe.. actually, i'm happy to use that RM80 for this particular program.. hehe.. let's make it straight.. since i've got not so much time to babbling something here, i'll just directly tell u guys what this program is.. hehe.. it's a must-attend program to all Muslims in Malaysia.. hehe.. especially to those who are going to get married and want to get married.. hehe.. as for me, i've got my own reason.. hehe.. and of course it's either one of them.. ahahaha~~ this program will be held on 19th and 20th of March 2011.. in other word, it's in a 3weeks time starting this week.. hehe.. i'm eager to attend this course!! hahaha.. initially, i thought that u've got to have 'somebody' or u've got to be an adult in order to join this course.. haha.. later on, i realised that this is a once-in-a-lifetime course.. which means, u'll only need to attend this course ONCE in your lifetime.. hehe.. the certificate that i'll receive can be used throughout Malaysia.. hehe.. and that's just like a ticket for us to get married.. ahahaha~~ don't get me wrong.. everybody WANTS to get married, of course!! hehe.. especially when u consider yourself OLD ENOUGH.. hahaha.. by the way, if u guys (UPSI students) ARE INTERESTED in joining this course, u may register yourself at the Pusat Islam UPSI.. and remember, the number of participants are limited to 200 ONLY!! so, get your ass off that chair, and register quickly!! hehe.. if u guys are from the people that i'm quite close or close, that would be better!! hehe.. at least i've got someone to talk to.. hehehe~~ remember, be fast!! act fast!! heh heh heh.. till then~~ ;)

the accidental-forgotten-blog of mine version II..

2011-02-24T10:44:00.003+08:00

uurrgghh~~~!!! am i allowed to curse for a few times?? duh~~ like i care.. after all, it's my blog!! hehe.. it's not that i write something regarding racism or politics.. i only write what i want to.. err, can this be considered as monologue?? hehe.. oh, well.. i've got to ask Mr Sidik for this.. hehe.. oopss.. i 'accidentally' typed someone's name.. hehe.. i don't think this thing will back-fire me.. i do like Mr Sidik.. i do like his style of teaching.. he's a person who can easily make his students understand whatever he's teaching.. just ask my other classmates (juniors & seniors).. they'll definitely like him (if only Mr Sidik could see this.. haha.. will i get some bonus mark for this?? ahahaha~~).. hehe.. unlike that one and only particular person.. ahahaha.. if u guys are from the upsi tesl department, u'll definitely know who the hell i'm referring to.. hehehehe.. ttuuuuuttt!!! i didn't point out any human being.. so, it's YOUR OWN interpretation.. ahahaha.. i'm not going to be lost in a court for this matter.. wakakakaka..

hurm.. by the way, i'm so damn bored right now.. i think this is why i feel like updating something on my blog.. hehehe.. sorry dear pal, i almost-almost-almost forgotten about u.. hehe.. i'm out of excuses for the time being.. so, to make it short, i forgot that i have u!! hehehe.. i'm enjoying my 2-days of the unintended holiday.. hehe.. it appears that all the tesl lecturers are having a-must-go-2-days-course at UPSI.. it's regarding the PJJ that they HAVE to conduct on next month.. hehe.. i don't mind at all if they were to have a lot of courses.. hehe.. as long as i'm taught what need to be taught, i'm more than happy enough.. hehe.. what do u expect?? i've been studied for years!! primary school, secondary school, UNITEN, MSU, UPSI.. uhuk~~ so, do u guys get it why i've had enough of LEARNING?? hehe.. most of my peers of the same age have already started to work.. and some even have gotten married!! darn~~ not mentioning some of them have babies too!! uurrgghh!!! if only i could finish my study ASAP!! hehe.. it will be, Insya-Allah..

looking on the bright side, at least i'll be achieving SOMETHING in a few months.. hehehe.. and Insya-Allah less than a year.. hehe.. what do i mean by that?? ahahaha~~ seeing is believing.. u wont believe me if i were to tell u.. but then, i'm so looking forward to THOSE particular moments.. hehe.. like i said, seeing is believing.. so, just wait and see.. hehe.. that's all for the time being.. i've got to read the latest update of NARUTO and ONE PIECE manga.. hehe.. and oh, before that, congratulation to the GREAT ARSENAL for kicking the BARCA's ASS even though it was only the first leg.. hopefully there's something to be TAUGHT in the second leg.. hehe.. and congratulation again for tailing the stupid MAN-URE with 1 point!! hehe.. hopefully we'll topple them in the near future.. hehe.. that's all for now.. till then.. ~peace upon u~ ;)

the accidental-forgotten-blog of mine.. hik hik hik..

2010-12-21T10:12:00.005+08:00

huarghh!! morning guys!! hehe.. well, wel, well... seems like i've got a lot of explanations to be done here.. hehe.. the same question that i should question myself.. hehe.. "Do you realize that you've got a blog to BE UPDATED??" I asked myself... wakakakaka.. looks like the other me is starting to question my commitment in doing this blogging thing.. ok2.. to make it simple, almost 2 months ago, i've got to study for my final examination.. and my mother asked me to do so.. she asked me to focus MORE on my study.. as for that, i had to limit myself when going online.. hehe.. i was only able to check my email, facebook, reading online news, and watching online football.. in other hand, i was only able to go online for about 3-4hours per day during that period.. hehe.. so, dearest-the-other-me, is it acceptable?? ekekeke.. oh well, you should be.. haha.. or else, i might not want to update you, again.. ekekeke..

i'd like to share something with you guys here.. it might not be important enough for you guys to ponder.. but then again, it keeps bugging my life lately.. err, make it for the last 10 days.. hehe.. ehem2.. err, instead of pronoun 'it', i think i should use 'they'.. hehe.. what?? you guys don't get it?? ceh~~ ok, straight to the point(s).. i am still waiting for the damn result to be out!! uhuk!! in less than 2 weeks, i'll be starting my campus life back.. uhuk!! why can't the examination department just tell us the result earlier?? at least we don't have to get nervous when online.. for almost everyday, the moment i go online, the term 'RESULT' keeps appearing to my mind set.. ceh!!

and the other thing.. which is the most-hated-thing-in-the-universe!! the stupid MAN U fans.. they are not just stupid, but they are so idiot that they only know how to condemn others.. that goes the same with my MAN-URE friends, MAN-URE cousins, MAN-URE blood-related-family, and whoever thinks MAN-URE is great.. great my ASS!! do you guys realize that your club is in a great danger of money-crisis?? no, you don't!! because you are TOO STUPID to realize that.. do i have to tell why?? just google yourself to find the answers to that question!! cit!! just because you've won against us, it made you a champion!! champion my ASS!! it was only an accidental goal, you idiot!! baagaa!! and you were lucky that we were without our key players accept for samir nasri.. grrr~~ just wait!! grr~~

eheh.. hurm.. i normally don't write anything regarding football here.. but hey, why not?? it's not that i can't do so!! haha.. especially when it comes to verbally-attack the stupid MAN-URE fans.. wakakakaka.. on the otehr hand, that will give me the reason to update this blog more frequently that ever.. wakakakakaka!! that's all for now.. till then~~ :)

20-10-2010

2010-10-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

hohoho.. what a nice date today.. we may not be able to experience this date again.. it will definitely never come back again.. uhuk.. suddenly i started this blog in a serious tone.. hohoho.. that's so not me.. hehe.. now this is more like it.. hehe.. the addition of giggling elements will always be the way of me posting something.. it goes the same during online chit-chatting, SMSing, as well as while communicating to my friends.. hehe.. and of course, it's in an informal way.. do you expect me to talk like this while talking to my lecturers?? haha.. err, there are some lecturers that i will eventually do so.. outside of the class, of course!! hehe.. err.. but come to think of it again, i tend to giggle all the time regardless of being at the class or outside of the class.. hehe.. like i say, that's my way of communicating.. i will always go for informal rather than formal.. hehe.. that's why i don't like to be in a meeting where i should act formal all the time!! hehe.. unless if i have to.. everybody knows that i'm a person who doesn't act seriously all the time.. that doesn't mean that i take thing for granted.. or i don't take thing seriously.. it's only my personality.. i'm a person who likes to enjoy everything all the time.. even though i might need to be 'serious', i will eventually end up of not being so.. hehe.. just ask everybody who knows me well.. some of the people who only see me from the outside might have a thought of me that i'm a person who might be difficult to work with.. but hey!! if you were to ask my close friends, they will definitely kill each other just to be working with me!! haha.. that's just an expression.. hehe.. by the way, do you realize something?? normally i will have something or theme that triggers me to update this blog.. but then, this post seems like doesn't have any coherence.. haha.. i don't know why.. it just that i feel like typing something.. hehe.. and on the same time, i am waiting for my roommate to finish bathing.. he has been using the toilet for the past 30minutes!! i wonder what is he doing right now.. hahaha.. ahaa.. the sound of the shower has stopped.. i think he 'heard' what i 'mentioned' here.. haha.. hopefully he doen't know that i was mentioning about himself.. wakakaka.. ok then.. it's time for me to use the toilet!! i also need to perform the Maghrib prayer.. hehe.. that's all for now.. ;)

to go, or not to go.. hurm..

2010-10-19T08:01:00.002+08:00

To go, or not to go.. that's the question that has been bothering me since early this morning.. hurm.. what is it all about?? err.. nothing much really.. hehe.. it's only regarding the class that i need to attend today.. hehe.. there'll be no P&P today for sure.. only the presentations by students will take place.. hurm.. i wonder.. what should i do if i were to attend this class?? yesterday, the class representative said that we might have to take another additional hour in order to finish all presentation.. or else, we might need to do another extra class.. hurm.. i don't have any other classes for today except for this particular class.. hehe.. well, i used to have another class (the same day as today, TUESDAY laa!!).. but the lecturer has given every task that needs to be done by us.. more over, he has taught us everything regarding this subject.. hehe.. so soon eh?? hehe.. at least that will give me more time to study.. cewah!! that's so ABNORMAL for me to do so!! haha.. old habit dies hard.. hehe.. the only time that i'll spend to do so is during the last 1 or 2 days before the examination starts.. hehehe.. hey, don't get me wrong.. normally, i will only have the tendency to think critically and focus more during that period of time.. hehe.. it's not that i procrastinate my study.. it's just that that is how my brain will work to its fullest.. hehehe.. i know myself better than everyone else does, ok?? hehe.. so, coming back to the question.. hehe.. err.. (stops typing for 3 mins).. i'll decide later.. hehe.. ok then, it's time to attend my frontierville.. haha.. my crops are there waiting to be harvested.. hehe.. and in about 30 minutes from now, i'll be skyping with 'HER'.. hehe.. so, that's all for now.. till then.. ;)

p/s: at least i've got something to trigger myself to update my blog.. wakakaka!! ;P

fresh air.. for the time being.. hehe..

2010-10-07T10:12:00.004+08:00

heh heh heh.. at last, i can breath freely.. the assignment that has been bugging me all these while is no longer here.. ekekeke.. actually, i was mentioning about this one particular assignment (IT was given BEFORE mid-term break.. hehe..) which i've got to analysis 2 poems in not more than 5000 words.. just imagine on your own.. how on earth are you going to do so?? unless you are a literature-analyst-cum-criticizer.. ekekeke.. well, i'm not.. that was why i din't think (initially) i can do so.. hihi.. and guess what?? i just finished doing it few days ago.. within 1 day.. yup!! you heard it right!! within 1 day!! hahaha.. that is so-not-me!! hehe.. don't ask me what i've analyzed.. hehe.. i don't want to talk about it anymore.. and now, it's time to focus on my blog analysis (so many analyzing-tasks to be done.. cit..) which is supposed to be presented today.. but it appears that Dr Raja has a meeting/conference to be attended.. so, she postpones the presentation to the next class, which is on NEXT THURSDAY.. ekeke.. and what does that mean?? hahaha.. i'll be focusing back on the selected blog NEXT WEEK.. haha.. oh well, it goes with the saying, "Old habit dies hard".. i can't help but to do every assignment on the very last minute.. err, make it a 1-2days before the dateline.. hehe.. so, what should i do now?? hurm.. i'll think about that later when i'm asleep.. hehe.. (i think you should know by now what am i going to do.. haha..) ok then.. that's all for now.. ;)

huarghhh~~~

2010-10-01T10:03:00.003+08:00

morning guys.. huarghh~~ i'm so d*mn lazy updating my blog lately.. hehe.. this time around, i can't think of the best reason for not doing so.. hihi.. but come to think of it again, suddenly i've got 1 brilliant reason for not doing so.. ekekeke.. hopefully it'll not backfire me when i say so.. hehe.. actually, a few weeks back then, one of our favourite lecturers (if only she could read this.. haha), Dr Raja Nor Safinas, had given us a task whereby my classmates and i are required to analyse any blog regardless who the writer is.. hehe.. don't make me start on what type of blog that we need to analyse.. hehe.. it'll take more than just a few minutes of mine to do so.. after all, this will apply to my classmates and i ONLY.. hik hik hik.. so, don't bother to ask me what it is all about.. lalalala.. coming back to what i just mentioned earlier, the reason for me of not doing so is because i'm afraid that some of my friends might use my blog to be analysed.. hehe.. it's not that i don't want them to do so.. it'll be a great pleasure for me for others to choose my blog to be analysed.. especially to those who know me better.. the way i write is pretty much the same with the way i act.. hihi.. and if u realised something, i WON'T FORGET to laugh (hehe, haha, hik hik hik, ekekeke, hoho, and etc..) in almost every post that i write.. hehe (see what i mean?).. except for the lyric-posting that i posted.. ahakss.. that's all for the time being.. hopefully i'll be given strength to keep on updating this blog.. hik hik hik..

p/s: i'm supposed to be in Prof Lim's class.. but for a-not-to-be-told-reason, Prof cancelled the class.. whatever it is, get well soon, Prof.. there's no other Shakespeare's-work-lover that i know except u, Prof..

terawikh

2010-09-04T22:19:00.003+08:00

i just came back from terawikh at my hometown.. there's something that triggers me to create this new post.. hurm.. it's regarding the saf of the prayer.. hurm.. there was this one old man-who-i-shouldn't-mention-his-name.. he was standing next to me during the terawikh just now.. he does look like someone who is knowledgeable (regarding Islamic matter).. but that incident changed my point of view towards him.. hurm.. it's not that i'm trying to say bad thing behind you.. it's for everybody to ponder.. sometimes, our age doesn't represent our knowledge.. sometimes, a young man can be extremely better than the so-called-experienced-old-man.. i was so shocked the moment he asked me to get nearer to the right side of the surau.. what the heck?? we are SUPPOSED to get nearer to the middle side of the saf!! i smiled back at him and told him, "Pak cik, kena rapat ke tengah..".. right after i gave him that smile and that statement, he looked at me as if i'm the bad guy.. as if i'm not supposed to tell him that.. as if he is way-way-way-better than me.. duh.. i went to Sekolah Agama Rakyat and Sekolah Aliran Agama for years!! i've learnt a lot during those years.. hurmm.. Subhanallah.. i don't think it is a bad thing to CORRECT the elderly.. hurm.. oh well, at least i've done what i am supposed to do.. hopefully this picture will help others CLEARER regarding a perfect saf.. till then.. :)

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

2010-08-31T09:32:00.003+08:00

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

p/s: awak, i've said it before.. and i'll never stop saying it until the last breath of mine..

I LOVE YOU..

Generation Gap?? haha.. nice 1!!

2010-08-25T10:12:00.002+08:00

Yet again, i missed a lot of opportunities to update my blog.. hehe.. just let the time frame between the last post and this post does the talking.. haha.. excuses?? hehe.. let me see.. for the time being, the only excuse that i can think of is the limitation of internet connection that i get.. hehe.. i think that is INDEED, good enough!! hehe.. but hey, it's true!! even though i have the advantage of using the broadband anywhere that i feel like doing so, i DO forgot about the LIMITATION of using them!! hehe.. just imagine that i've used the 5GB quota of connecting to the internet in just 2 weeks!! hehehe.. that shows the number of time that i went online!! hehehe.. as for that, the connection for this month needs to be limited.. not by me, but by the celcom management.. hehe.. initially, i didn't know what was the course of the limitation connection of the broadband.. after i read the message given by the celcom broadband management, i realized that i've used to much internet.. hehe.. oh well, i'm born in this technology era.. so, internet WILL DEFINITELY be part of my life whether i like it or not.. hehe.. the world has changed.. so am i.. do i have to stick at the same point again and again?? hehe..

suddenly, the moment i mentioned technology era, the word 'Generation Gap' comes into my mind.. actually, this word was uttered by Dr Raja Syafinas earlier this morning at class.. she was mentioning about the discourse of the blog, advertisements, and so on.. she asked us (my classmates and i) regarding which type of blog is easier for us to be understood.. is it formally or informally?? most of us spontaneously answered "FORMALLY".. she was in a state of shock and giggled a little.. she said that she prefers the blog which is in a formal type since the message conveyed will be straight-forward rather than reading between the lines.. and she was also mentioning about how we nowadays type a message on the hand-phone.. she said that she will type the message in a formal way and 'gramatized' type of message.. hehe.. what can we expect from a Dr?? hehe.. and then, she uttered, "i think it is due to the Generation Gap between us".. haha.. that gives me the idea of what i should post today.. hehe.. hey, at least i still have the guts to update my blog rather than letting it to be rotten on its own.. hehe..

oh well, that's all for now.. i'll try to be more optimistic in updating my blog.. hehe.. Insya-Allah.. and b y the way, i can't wait for this weekend to come.. hehe.. why?? hehe.. that's for me to know, and for you to find out!! hehe.. of course it has got to do with 'HER'!! or else, i wouldn't be this interested!! hehehe.. i miss Nor Shafiza bt Supardi very33333333 much!!! hehe.. XOXOxoxo..

New House

2010-07-28T10:48:00.002+08:00

hey, where's my previous entries for 9th and 10th day of ROS?? haha.. like i have them!! hehe.. i was so f*cking busy on those 2 last days.. hehe.. since it's about a month ago, let's just end that session (ROS-update).. hehe.. i just moved to a new house (rent) in Tg Malim.. hehe.. i'm no longer staying at the hostel.. it's not that i don't want to be there.. it's just that i feel like it's already time for me to be in a new surrounding.. NOT!! haha.. actually it's for English Premier League and European Champion League purposes.. haha.. if i were to stay at the hostel, i don't think i would be able to watch those leagues until late night.. well, it's HOSTEL!! hehe.. that's why my friends and i decided to rent a house.. after all, it's way cheaper than staying at the hostel.. hehe.. and there are no curfews too!! hehe.. i have the opportunity to go out late at night to have supper, playing futsal, badminton, tennis, and etc without any hesitation!! muahahahaha!! in addition, the house that my friends and i are staying at now is so huge that the seven of us (house members) seemed astonished the moment we step into this house last saturday.. hehe.. it's a double-storey with ground-floor type of house.. that makes it a triple-storey house!! hehe.. i've got the opportunity to stay at the master bedroom.. hehe.. it's way bigger that our hostel.. hehe.. and we don't have to race among ourselves to find a parking space.. it's so huge that we can fit 1 big car, 1 small car, and 6 motorcycles and yet, we can walk past through these vehicles easily!! hehe.. that's all about my house.. we'll be keeping in touch again soon!! i've got to prepare today's lunch.. hehe.. oh well, i can cook, ok!! hehe.. till then.. ;)

- 8th day of ROS -

2010-06-30T12:58:00.002+08:00

i missed a golden opportunity of joining the school's marching competition.. it was due to a lot of relief classes available.. some of the teachers are busy finalizing their PEKA and PAFA tasks.. they were asked to finish everything by this Friday since Saturday will be the open day for this school.. almost a quarter of all students are yet to finish their PEKA, Oral Test, and PAFA.. most of the language, science and 'Pendidikan Agama Islam' teachers are doing their best to finish everything by this Friday.. it's not easy to be a teacher nowadays.. a teacher may hold more than 5 positions in the school!! darn~~!! no wonder a lot of teachers are complaining about the 'uncountable works' given to them.. hoho.. i am starting to feel the work load of being a teacher.. uhuk!! i was given 7 period of relief classes today!! uhuk!! and as for that, i'm so f*cking-d*mn tired now.. on the other hand, i was so happy today!! guess what?? my name was on every teacher's lips!! haha.. i caught a few students smoking in the toilet red-handed!! those students were from the black-listed students!! hehe.. some of the teachers were afraid of them.. but not me.. i've got my own principal.. when you are a student, YOU ARE a student!! and A STUDENT is required to RESPECT the TEACHERS!! like i said, DON'T TRY TO MESS WITH SIR FARID!! wwaarrggghhh!!!!

- 7th day of ROS -

2010-06-29T13:07:00.002+08:00

it's my 7th working-day here.. i had the opportunity to observe Sir Vincent, the English language teacher a.k.a. the discipline teacher.. he is well known for his size.. he is so tall and 'huge'.. he has a loud voice too!! hehe.. he can easily control any classes.. he has 'the tool' to help him to do so.. hehe.. later on, i met Tuan Syed, one of the Senior Teachers (HEM), to discuss about the school.. i gave him a few ideas of mine on how to enhance the school.. seemed like he was interested in the ideas that i gave him.. hehe.. i was honoured when he acknowledged the ideas that i gave him.. hehe.. Alhamdulillah.. it's for the betterment of everybody.. at about 11.55pm, i was given a relief class.. hehe.. it wasn't the ordinary class.. it was a mixture of 4I and 4J a.k.a the 2-last-classes.. hoho!! they acted like i wasn't there at all!! that really took me to my maximum boiling point!! some of the girls and guys are mixing around like brothers and sisters!! d*mn!! and as for that, they got what they deserved by the new-2-weeks-teacher!! they were given a 'ceramah' by me.. it was a very deep 'ceramah'.. i almost lost my voice for that.. the last time i lost my voice was during my practicum session at SK Seksyen 7 in Shah Alam 2 years ago.. next time, don't try to mess with Sir Farid!! my name starts with F.. F can be 'friend' and F can also be 'FOE'!! gggrrr!!!! hehe.. what a 'nice' introduction of myself to them.. go go Great Teacher Farid!!

- 5th and 6th day of ROS -

2010-06-28T12:53:00.004+08:00

yikes!! i forgot about the 5th-day-of-ROS posting.. hehe.. well, it was Friday and i needed to perform my Jumaat prayer.. hehe.. the school's morning session (Friday) ends at 12.10pm.. and i needed to prepare myself for the prayer.. hehe.. here's what happened.. ;)

Friday, 25th June 2010:
there wasn't so much to talk about.. it was raining cats and dogs.. all the teachers were busy filling up and updating their students' marks.. they were hardly had enough time to finish them up.. i sincerely offered myself to help some of them.. they looked like they were reluctant to let me do so.. they said that they were embarrassed by the new comer.. haha.. the fact is, i didn't mind at all.. in fact, it gave me a great pleasure of doing so.. hehe.. after they were in control of their tasks, i went back to my place and started to online.. hehe.. no price for guessing right.. hehe.. i went facebooking.. haha.. but it was only a short while.. after updating my status, i logged on to 1 of my favourite sites to watch free online naruto episodes.. hehe.. ;)

Monday, 28th June 2010:
earlier this morning was the first time i attended this school's assembly.. there were a few classes that were yet to finish their examination last Monday.. so, i couldn't experience the 1st real assembly as a teacher (well, almost.. hehe).. i was astonished with how they conducted the assembly.. it wasn't the same with the ordinary assembly.. they will be having a 'kawalan hormat' marching on every Monday's assembly.. i had the opportunity to see the marching of 'Puteri Islam'.. they were looking great and cute in their pink and white uniform.. i grabbed that great opportunity of being there by snapping a few photos of them.. that will definitely give me something to write about in my folio.. hehe..

later on, i was given a relief class by 'HER'.. hehe.. she had a lot of works to be done.. since i wasn't doing anything, i accepted that class with an open heart.. hehe.. ahaks.. well, it was 'HER'.. haha.. how could i resist that temptation.. haha.. i entered form 5C.. initially, some of the students were out of the class.. i asked one of them to immediately call them back to the class.. after all of them (i hope..) were there, i started to give them a small talk regarding myself, their futures, and their responsibilities.. most of them were interested to listen.. some were asleep.. hehe.. it was not due to the boredom-ness of my 'lecture'.. it was because the class were so focused that drove a few of them to sleep.. hehe.. i was proud of myself just now.. it seemed like my small talk were taken by them deeply.. some of the girls were crying and some of them were thinking of my words (shown by their body language).. i didn't know that i was that good.. i just hope that they take my advice seriously.. after all, it's for their own goodness..

hurm.. i think that's all for now.. i'll be writing more soon, Insya-Allah.. and by the way, 'SHE' looks cute today.. hehe.. till then.. ;)

- 4th day of ROS -

2010-06-24T11:51:00.002+08:00

I'm wearing a golden brown Baju Batik today.. as a government worker(especially teacher), it is stated in the management book that all teachers are required to wear Baju Batik on every Thursday.. i have always do so since i was in the 1st semester at UPSI.. actually, there's a story behind this Baju Batik.. hehe.. i do have 2 other pairs of Baju Batik.. but both are not the same colour as this school's Baju Batik.. hehe.. about 2 months ago, 'SHE' asked me to buy a pair of Baju Batik which has the same colour as the school's.. so, that is the MAIN reason why i bought this brand new Baju Batik.. hehe.. earlier this morning, i was given 3 relief classes by Cik Diyana (Didi).. those classes were 5D, 5C, and 5A.. but i only managed to enter the 1st class, 5D.. the teacher for the other 2 classes, Cik Niza, was already back at the school by that time.. it was a nice to have a form 5 class as class to be relieved.. i could have a moment of chit-chatting among each other regarding their problems.. they told me everything regarding their studies, teachers, personal problems, as well as their futures.. they seemed lost whenever i touched on 'the future'.. some of them were not clear of what they should be and some of them were afraid of not achieving their dreams.. i was at their age before.. i had faced their problems too.. that's why i want them to be clear of what they should have started to do by now.. even though i'm YET to become a teacher, that doesn't mean i can't drive them to the right path.. after all, it is and it will be my duty for as long as i live, Insya-Allah.. that's all for now.. till then.. ;)

- 3rd day of ROS -

2010-06-23T11:22:00.002+08:00

it's the 3rd day of my ROS at SMK Kota Masai 2.. i didn't do any photograph sessions today.. i only walked around the school passing from class to class observing the teachers as well as the students.. some of the classes can be easily control.. but some are giving the teachers a hard time.. well, i can't blame the teachers.. i can't say that a teacher should be able to do this and to do that.. a teacher is still a normal human being.. a teacher has the limitation of anger control.. the limitation of sadness.. as well as the limitation of patience.. it is not easy to be a teacher.. a teacher acts like the second parent of the students.. but when the students themselves do not show the respect that the teacher is hoping for, should the teacher be blamed for the poor performance of the students in curricular and co-curricular?? don't let me start on the barakah (bless) part.. no wonder some of the students (of every school) end up to become Mat Rempits, drug addicts, a part of any gangs, and other negative 'jobs'.. i'm so thankful that i've grown up to become a person that all my teachers, GOOD friends, lecturers, and family members have been hoping to be.. well, almost.. since i'm still YET to become a licensed teacher.. it will not be too long, Insya-Allah.. one day, i will have my own students.. my own kids.. and i will definitely instill them with what i have been instilled with, Insya-Allah.. that's all for now.. i've got something else to be done now.. till then..

- i just helped 'HER' just now.. hope 'SHE' is happy for that.. hehe.. ;P

- 1st and 2nd day of ROS -

2010-06-22T12:17:00.002+08:00

hehe.. damn, i missed my 1st day of ROS-blogging.. hehe.. i was supposed to post something yesterday.. but it appeared that my broadband was not functioning very well.. perhaps it was due to the limited connectivity of celcom communication line.. hampeh!! so, here what happened during my 1st 2 days of ROS..

monday, 21st June 2010:
i reached the school compound at about 7.00am.. the 1st thing that i've got to do is to report myself to the office.. well, it's my 1st day of ROS.. hehe.. the clerks here were so nice to me.. they introduced themselves cheerfully.. i've heard some rumours about them from some of the teachers.. i don't know about them, but they seem very nice and helpful!! hehe.. i met a few teachers that morning.. they were so full of smiles.. they smile at me whenever they bump into me.. hehe.. and so do i!! i spent a few hours of my 1st day by taking a few pictures of the school compound.. then, at about 11.30am, i went to the office to meet one of the clerks.. i requested for the management book.. and i asked a few questions regarding the school.. i was so grateful that the clerk helped me with almost everything!! anything and everything that i needed was given on that moment!! ho yeah!! hehe.. what left is just a few more photos as well as observations of the teaching, which can be done in any days of my ROS!! hehe..

tuesday, 22nd june 2010:
i reached the school compound at about 7.00am, again.. hehe.. this morning, i had the opportunity to observe one of the teachers.. hehe.. actually, i requested for that moment since i hardly have anything else which is important to be done.. well, it's only my 2nd day of ROS.. hehe.. so i decided to observe 'HER'.. haha.. i don't want to just sit around at the staff room doing nothing.. it will definitely encourage me to online.. hehe.. 'SHE' is a teacher who teaches chemistry.. hehe.. and i'm a future teacher who will be teaching English Languange, Insya-Allah.. hehe.. i'll be doing my English-teacher-observation on one of these days.. hehe.. i want to finish everything regarding the written (typing) task as soon as possible.. and then, i can 'mengular' whenever i feel like doing so.. haha.. just kidding.. that's so not like me!! hehe.. after recess, i managed to capture a few more pictures at the laboratory building.. ho yeah!! and as for that, i end my 'journal' for today.. hehehe..

-by the way, i was given the place next to 'HER'!! hehe.. ;P

The time has come!!

2010-06-20T21:27:00.004+08:00

i can't believe that the moment that i've been waiting for has finally come!! well, one of the moments actually.. hehe.. tomorrow is going to be my 1st day of ROS at 'HER' school!! hehe.. i'm so damn excited and afraid at the same time.. hehe.. well, it's my 1st time of being a teacher.. hehe.. i'm here to make observations regarding 'HER' school.. the name is SMK KOTA MASAI 2 if i'm not mistaken.. hehe.. some of the teachers there are looking forward to my 1st appearance.. it's not that i'm so damn hot and good looking.. it just that i'm 'with HER' if you get what i mean.. hehe.. i've met some of the teachers there.. for the time being, they are looking nice and friendly.. hehe.. hopefully that i can create and maintain the good rapport between them.. i've started the 1st step by making friends with kamis, faimi, and afzan.. i hope i spell their names correctly.. hehe.. they will be my housemates for the time being.. for this whole 2 weeks of my ROS.. hehe.. my excitement has overcome my world cup fever.. haha.. luckily the teams that i support are not playing tonight.. hehe.. ok then.. i think i've got to stop now.. i need to prepare myself mentally and physically for my 1st day of ROS.. hehe.. till then.. owh, by the way, ROS stands for 'Rancangan Orientasi Sekolah'.. ;)

What a Small World

2010-05-15T23:45:00.004+08:00

i just came back from my cousin's wedding.. hoho.. it was superb.. well, they can actually afford to do so.. hehe.. her father, who is also my uncle, is a well-known person.. and he's damn rich too!! that's why they can afford to rent the Shah Alam Club's hall.. hehe.. it comes with an air-conditioner system.. hoho.. and the food was superb too!! hehe.. the beef was well-cooked and juicy.. the same goes with the chicken.. hehe.. and don't ask me why was i so bloated.. haha.. my uncle invited Tan Sri, Dato', and a few well known people.. hoho..

both my cousin and her husband are meant for each other.. they are so perfect together.. i'm so happy for my cousin.. they wore white wedding dress and white baju melayu.. hehe.. i didn't have the time to snap a few photos of them.. oh well, i was too shy to do so.. everybody was using a great multi-fuctional camera while i only brought the normal digital camera.. hehe.. i'll ask the pictures of my cousin's wedding from her later.. hehe..

there was something which gave me a big shock!! haha.. i didn't know that Ceq Nora has always been my neighbour for years!! haha.. and her family is very-very-very close to mine!! haha.. her father and my father were classmates during their school days.. hehe.. and her kampung is just next to mine!! haha.. i used to play with fire-crackers.. i even aimed the thunder clap(type of fire-cracker) straight to her kampung.. haha.. in the end, she is studying at the same place as mine now.. haha.. on top of everything, she had come to my house once!! haha.. and i couldn't remember her.. so did her.. haha.. what a coincidence.. it was indeed a small world.. hehe..

Shah Alam..

2010-05-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

at last, i have reached Shah Alam!! i'll be attending my cousin's wedding tomorrow.. the journey to Shah Alam from JB started at about 6.30pm and ended at about 10.30pm.. it may look like my family and i took about 4hours to reach here.. actually, if we didn't stop for dinner, we might get here earlier.. i even drove at the speed of about 110-140km per hour.. hehe.. luckily my mum didn't notice that.. or else, she'll definitely keep on nagging me.. haha.. shh!! she was sleeping for most of the time throughout the journey.. hehe.. that shows how good i am when driving.. haha..

we had our dinner at Restoran Jejantas Ayer Keroh.. while we were having our dinner, we watched the Thomas Cup badminton tournament.. sadly, the moment i started to watch the Malaysian team in action, i was so devastated to see the result.. why can't the Malaysian team be consistent in every match?? and why can't they be professional enough towards others especially to THE FANS?? once you are considered as a professional player, you've got to prepare yourself mentally and psychology.. hurm.. enough of talking about that.. i don't have the heart to talk about that anymore.. hopefully the Malaysian team will bounce back faster.. hurm.. ok then, it's already 12.00am.. i need to get some rest now.. till then.. ;)

-Yet To Be Sleepy-

2010-05-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

hurm.. it's 11.25pm.. n i'm yet to feel sleepy.. i was thinking of going to bed early just now.. at the same time, i've got to post something on my blog.. hehe.. so, here i am, trying to figure out what needs to be posted.. haha.. earlier this morning, 'SHE' texted me to inform that 'SHE' is on 'HER' way to KL.. like what i had mentioned in the previous post, 'SHE' is going to fetch 'HER' sister together with 'HER' parents.. they left their house at about 7am.. they had to do so because 'HER' sister was alone at her college.. hehe.. what a loving family.. hehe.. i do respect 'HER' family.. i've talked to 'HER' family members.. they are very nice and friendly.. in fact, they treat me like i'm one of their family members.. hehe.. o well, i'll be part of them Insya-Allah.. hehe..

at the afternoon, i went to Plaza Angsana with my mum and my sister.. we went there to buy tudung as well as scarf.. actually, i was only there to assist them.. hehe.. and became the driver.. hehe.. my mum asked me whether i want to buy something for this weekend (it's my cousin's wedding)?? i've prepared everything earlier.. hehe.. i've bought a purple long sleeve t-shirt.. coincidentally, it suits the theme of my cousin's wedding.. hehe.. at least i've saved my mum's money by not buying another t-shirt.. hehe..

at the evening, i sat on the sofa anxiously waiting for 'Adamaya' on tv3.. hehe.. today is the last day for that slot to be shown on television.. it was a happy ending!! hehe.. and i cried for that!! haha.. what a nice drama.. hehe.. i'd love to watch it again on tv3.com.my.. hehe.. o well.. it seems like 'SHE' is online now.. hehe.. i've got to stop now.. hehe.. what else?? dating with 'HER', of course!! hehe.. till then.. ;)

~GREAT~

2010-05-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

i just gone back from Segamat, Johor this morning.. the journey was quite exhausting.. oh well, i had to drive my family's car all the way from Segamat to Johor Bahru.. even though Segamat and JB are not that far to one another, it is the distance that tires me a lot!! hoho.. just imagine that i had to drive for almost 3hours just to get to Uitm Segamat.. actually, the main reason for me to be there is because my sister, Nurul, had to sit for MUET test.. it is a required test for every Malaysian future degree candidate (but there are some special cases where the students take this test after they have started their degree program).. i reached JB at about 1.20pm..

about 2hours later, i went to Affin Bank and Maybank to withdraw and transfer some money.. after that, i went to Jusco Bukit Indah.. hehe.. guess what?? i met 'HER' again!! hehe.. 'SHE' was on 'HER' way to Pontian.. 'SHE' will be going to KL tomorrow together with 'HER' family to fetch 'HER' sister.. hehe.. 'SHE' is so close to 'HER' sister that they shared almost everything together.. an as for that, 'SHE' will be on 'MC' for 2 days.. hehe.. we sat, talked, laughed, and joked together.. we sat on the same bench for almost 2hours.. we spent our time together chit-chatting and looking at each other.. hehe.. what a pleasant time!! if only i could stop the time.. hehe.. i walked 'HER' to 'HER' car.. it was a sad moment seeing 'HER' going way from me.. hehe.. i can't wait for my ROS session.. why?? hehe.. i'll tell u later..

just now, i was damn happy seeing Malaysia beat Denmark in the badminton Thomas Cup.. hehe.. it was only a group match.. but i was happy to see that Malaysia has booked the place in the Quarter-Final for this tournament.. i am looking forward for the next match!! go-go Malaysia!! ;)

Term Break Is Here!!

2010-05-11T09:41:00.003+08:00

darn.. i can't believe that i've not updated this blog for the last 2months!! ouch!! there goes my opportunity of being a great blogger.. ouch!! actually, i was damn busy for the previous 2 months.. i had to finish all my assignments, preparing for my final examination, as well as my ROS meeting.. hehe.. and now, i've got a lot of time to do so.. hehe.. if only i could write something everyday.. hehe.. it doesn't need to be too lengthy, does it?? as long as i manage to post something, that's already considered as updating my blog.. hehe..

actually, i've started my term break a week ago.. i can't really recall what i had done during this 1st week of break.. there's nothing to be shared about.. hehe.. but yesterday was the moment that i've been waiting for months to come!! hehe.. i went to the cinema with 'HER'!! hehe.. it may sound normal to some of you.. but as for me, that was a special day!! hehe.. i can't really recall when was the last time we went to the cinema together.. hehe.. that's why i was very happy yesterday!! hehe.. even though we missed a few minutes of watching 'Ip man', we managed to watch 'Furry Vengeance'.. it was a great movie.. hehe.. and funny too!! hehe.. next movie, 'Ip man'!! hehe.. till then.. ;)

-thanks awk.. ;)

~E x E r C i S i N g ~

2010-03-20T09:51:00.006+08:00

i can't hardly recall when was the last time i jog.. hehe.. if i'm not mistaken, it was about 2-3years back.. hehe.. i'm not referring to a short-distance-jog ok?? i'm referring to a long-distance-jog.. hehe.. earlier this morning, 1 of my classmates-cum-housemates, Faridz aka kecik and 1 have planned to play tennis together.. we went off from our college at 8am.. we reached the main campus (the only place that we can actually play tennis for free) at about 8.15am.. unluckily, all tennis courts have been used by someone else!! duhh!! as for that, we couldn't play tennis this morning!! if we were to wait for our turn, that might take about 2 hours!! by that time, the sun has already shined brightly.. darn!!

so, we turned to plan B (created on the spot!!).. we were thinking of waking up everybody (our close buddies) so that we can play volleyball at our college.. we dialed each and every number that we have.. unfortunately, none of them answered.. accept for Praveen.. he said that everybody has not gotten up yet.. arghh!! darn!! what were they doing last night?? it's already 8.30am!! darn!!

lastly, we turned to plan C (coincidentally created).. we opted to go for a jog.. we headed to the Proton City's lake.. after about a few minutes of stretching, we started our jogging session.. the route is so long.. hehe.. actually, it is not that long.. but it exceeds more than 1km.. and it is not a straight route!! it has ups and downs all the way to reach the end.. hehe.. that gave me quite a hard time in finishing 1 lap.. but eventually, i managed to do so.. then, i went on for the second round.. this time.. i couldn't maintain the timing of my jogging.. i mixed both jogging and walking while trying to finish the second lap.. and again, i succeeded in doing so.. then kecik requested for another round.. that's ok with me since i wanted to get back to my full fitness badly.. so, we went for the third round.. and this time, it is for warming down my self especially for my tendons.. i walked and maintained the timing of my walking so that my tendons will get back to their initial state nicely..

sadly, i think i'll need to buy a new pair of jogging shoes to replace the one that i have now.. hehe.. let these pictures speak by themselves.. hehe.. i was thinking of mending it.. on the other hand this is an opportunity for me to buy a new pair of shoes!! haha.. what a waste.. hehe.. hey2, it is not a waste actually.. this pair of shoes is quite cheap!! and proudly say, i bought it at Giant.. hehe.. and i've used it for almost 2 semesters!! hehe..

ok then.. time to have my breakfast!! tiger biscuits, here i come!! hehe.. till then.. ;)

~Just For You~

2010-03-19T12:07:00.003+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

p/s: I won't stop loving you..

assignment/task -free invironment!! hehe.. ;)

2010-03-19T08:04:00.004+08:00

huarghh... at last.. i can finally enjoy my weekend without having to get scared of not having the time to finish off my assignments!! hehe.. i've finished all of them!! i've submitted all of them!! hehe.. that was the main reason behind my 'activeness' of updating this blog.. hehe.. the faculty wants all marks and assignments to be submitted by the end of this week.. hehe.. that's what most of my lecturers said.. but then, some of other lecturers from other faculties are willing to accept the assignments by week 12!! hoho.. that is so unfair!! hehe.. but on the other hand, i don't need to crack my head anymore.. hehe.. oh well, forget about the assignments.. hehe..

i've also finished my worse-ever-presentation!! hehe.. it is not that i'm bad in presentation.. it's just that whenever i step into this class, my mind will definitely be at somewhere else.. hehe.. it's clear that i don't have the heart to be in this class.. haha.. after all, i have to see this lecturer 6 hours per week!! haha.. at least i don't have to see her next semester (hopefully!!!).. hehe..

last night, i received a phone call from ustaz firdaus.. he asked me whether i want to be in charge of refereeing this evening's friendly football match between my college and UTM.. it's an honour for me to do so.. hehe.. if i were to referee this match, than it will be the biggest match that i've ever refereed before.. hehe.. about 10 years ago, i was appointed to referee the inter-dorm football match at Aspura JB.. hehe.. this is going to be a big opportunity for me to test my skills and knowledge in refereeing.. hehe.. and i dont mind at all to be the linesman.. or even the 2nd choice referee.. hehe..

hurm.. speaking of UTM.. hurm.. till then..

ROS application

2010-03-05T15:28:00.003+08:00

hehe.. i've applied for my ROS application.. and it has been keyed-in on the student portal.. hehe.. hopefully it will be approved.. hehe.. according to Mr Sidek, the percentage of being accepted is high.. unless the school that i choose is not listed in the KPM's list of government school.. hehe.. can you make a wild guess which school that i chose?? hehe.. yerp.. you've guessed it correctly!! hehe.. it's 'HER' school!! hehe.. it's a new school actually.. i was looking for the picture of that school.. it appears that there were no pictures of that school yet on the net.. hehe.. but hey, just wait until i go there.. hehe.. i'll definitely take a lot of pictures of that school.. hehe.. looking forward for this coming mid term break!! hehe.. i'll be doing my ROS during that break, InsyaAllah.. do pray for me!! ;)

p/s: i'll have the opportunity to kill 2 birds with a single stone.. hehe.. ahaks~~

~Feels Like Posting~

2010-03-05T14:25:00.002+08:00

i just performed my jumaat prayer.. what a good feeling after facing The Al-Mighty.. this is not a matter of piousness.. it's a matter of what we, as a Muslim, SHOULD DO.. too sad that some of the Muslim friends of mine are not like what they should be.. hurm.. perhaps they don't have the feelings of deep respect for Allah SWT.. hurm.. at least i've changed.. Alhamdulillah, i'm no longer like what i used to be.. praise be to Allah.. He'll give 'the light' to whom that He wants to.. and He'll take 'the light' from whom that He wants to.. hopefully i'll always get that 'light' until the rest of my life, InsyaAllah..

i'm not really sure what should i post here.. it appears that this is the only free time that i have to update my blog.. hurm.. i just feel like posting something.. hurm.. actually, i was looking at someone's blog earlier this morning.. this person keeps on saying something religiously.. don't get me wrong.. it's not that i don't like that person to do so.. it just that the manner of this person which makes me feels very bad about this person's self.. hurm.. does this person realize that this person is actually making our religion looks bad?? hurm.. pathetic.. you keeps on praising Him.. but you, yourself, don't resemble a true and pure Muslim..

is it that hard for you to COVER YOURSELF?? is it that important for you to keep on saying good things about PUTERI UMNO?? Subhanallah.. will the PUTERI UMNO promise you the 'Jannah'?? can you PLEASE correct yourself before trying to correct others?? wallahualam..

Do I Look That NERD?? Duh~

2010-03-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

uhuk!! for the 1st time in UPSI, after almost 2 years of studying here, i've been labeled as a NERDY!! uhuk!! do i look that nerd?? uhuk!! no way, Jose!! this picture shows the hair style that i'll definitely stick to.. a few years back then, i used to comb my hair by dividing them exactly from the middle (belah tengah).. back then, i look quite good with that kind of hairstyle.. ekekeke.. but after i've started to concern about my hairstyle, i began to change them drastically.. hehe.. and after about an hour of styling my hair (while taking my bath.. ekekeke), i've come out with the best hairstyle that i can find.. hehe.. which also suits myself.. hehe.. PERFECTLY!! hehe.. so, there you are.. hehe.. juz look at the picture above.. hehe..

back to the nerdy-styled hair that i was mentioning just now, i don't think i'll ever style my hair that way, AGAIN.. hehe.. come to think of it, i did look like a nerdy just now!! haha.. my lecturer was fast to notice my little transformation.. ekekeke.. the worse part is, she said that on the spot during the class!! yes!! in front of my friends!! uhuk!! they laughed at me!! uhuk!! hehe.. suddenly she said that the previous style is better.. and i look great that way.. haha.. and the whole class agreed with that statement.. haha.. i was high-flying for a moment.. ekekeke.. from now on, i'll stick to this kind(picture above) of hairstyle.. hehe..

-i am missing someone right now.. 'YOU' know who 'YOU' are.. :-*

Malaysia, Truly Asia

2010-02-19T10:35:00.002+08:00

heh heh heh.. at last.. the moment that i've been waiting for!! hehe.. i had the opportunity to visit SABAH!! hehe.. that was the only state in Malaysia that i'm crazed to go to!! hihi.. and it was also the only state in Malaysia that i've never been to before.. hihi.. here are some of the tentative programs that my family and i had throughout the 4-day-visit to SABAH.. hehe..

14th February 2010, Sunday:
i was supposed to be back in JB.. but the plan changed.. i was asked to wait for my family at my uncle's house, in Klang.. my family arrived there at about 9pm the day before (Saturday).. and by the way, we even hired 1 special tourist guide from Kudat, Nernny Kansuh.. haha.. she's a friend of mine, actually.. we used to be classmates at MSU.. hehe.. but now, we are no longer the MSU family.. hehe.. we are heading our own path now.. hihi..

my father had planned this vacation last year.. he had booked the flight tickets earlier.. it's cheaper by doing so.. hehe.. that morning (Sunday), at about 7.45am, we headed to the KLIA.. after we had checked-in and gave our luggage to be sent into the plane, we waited at one of the platforms.. about 5 minutes later, we were called to enter the plane.. i was f*cking excited that time!! hihi.. it's not that i haven't been in a plane before, it just that i was to happy to visit Sabah.. hehe.. i've mentioned the reason earlier.. hehe..

i was given the seat beside the window.. hihi.. i can see the scenery outside clearly.. hihi.. before i switched off my phone, i SMSed 'HER' telling that i was already inside the plane.. hehe.. i asked 'HER' to pray for our safe journey.. hehe.. and then, the plane took off.. i can't actually describe how the journey was.. hehe.. oh well, what do we expect when we're above the cloud.. hehe.. why don't we use our own imagination.. hehe..

we arrived KKIA at about 12.15pm (if i'm not mistaken).. i was so d*mn happy to be in SABAH!! hihi.. the moment i stepped my feet on its ground, i made a joke with my family.. i took off my sandal and used my bare feet to step on the Sabah's ground.. haha.. silly me.. after that, we went to take our luggage and headed to the taxi counter.. we were lucky to have someone like Nernny.. she has the advantages of speaking the Sabah's accent and understanding the roads there.. hihi.. she even took care of everything regarding the transportation as well as the places that we want to go.. hihi.. after we had booked a taxi, we went to the hotel that my father had booked a few months back then.. hihi.. i quickly SMSed 'HER' telling that i had arrived Sabah safely.. hehe..

we stayed at Borneo Backpackers.. even though it is a budget hotel, the services that we got were SUPERB!! the people there were great!! no wonder there are a lot of White-men coming there to stay each and every day.. hehe.. after we had checked-in and put our belongings inside the room, we headed to the nearest mall, Wawasan, to have our lunch.. hehe.. Nernny had booked us a rent-car.. we took the car at that mall.. after we had our lunch, my father, my mother, as well as my sister headed straight to the hotel.. i followed both Nernny and Joe (the car's agent) to have a close look at the roads there..

after about 1-hour-trip throughout the main roads in Kota Kinabalu, 1 of my friends from MSU came to KK.. it was a surprised to Nernny and i.. haha.. what a coincidence.. we had a little chit-chat before all of us headed to our own destination..

that night, our tourist guide showed us the city of KK after the twilight.. hehe.. the city looked like Tanjong Malim at night.. hehe.. the 'city life' had transformed to become the 'market life'.. hehe.. we went to the Philippine's Night Market to enjoy the scrumptious and mouth-watering seafood!! hehe.. if only i remembered to take a photo of that moment.. hehe.. and after that, we headed back to the hotel to have a good rest..

15th February 2010, Monday:
we went to a few malls that i couldn't recall their names.. hehe.. after a few hours of window-shop, we went to visit the Muzium of Sabah.. i could see a lot of things and photos regarding the Sabah's culture and living.. there were a lot of races and families.. we were not allowed to bring any means of cameras.. even though we have our own camera-phones, we respected the rules and regulations there.. we were shocked for a moment when we entered the muzium.. we saw a humanga-danga (aka huge) skeleton of a whale!! wah!! it's bigger and longer than a long bus!! it's about the length of a sticking of two long buses!! it was the biggest whale that came to Malaysia!! it was the first time for me to experience that moment!!

after that, we went to see the replicas of houses in Sabah.. most of the houses there are long houses.. the names and how they are done and how they look like differentiate one another.. at about 4pm, we head back to the hotel.. to them, it was like 6pm already.. and we were tired too!! hehe.. oh well, what do you expect after a about 8 hours of going here and there non-stop?? hehe.. that night, we had our dinner at the mamak stall situated behind our hotel.. and after that, we went by the sea-side to experience the blowing wind of the sea.. i was indeed enjoyable!! but the excitement of being there were harassed by a few uneducated 'city-boys-wannabe'.. huh!! u guys don't look cool, ok?? u're too far to be considered as cool.. yux!! even the Indons there were better than u guys are!! cit!! and after that, we headed back to the hotel to end our journey that day..

16th February 2010, Tuesday:
Nernny's family came from Kudat to visit my family.. as a token of gratitude, my father invited them to join us for lunch at Secret Recipe... hehe.. i was hoping to eat there actually.. hehe.. i think that Allah had listened to my prayer.. hehe.. i enjoyed the appetizing Lamb Stew!! ahh~~ hehe.. after that, Nernny's family took us to the Tuaran Crocodile Farm.. hehe.. and again, i was so d*mn happy!! haha.. my mother always says that i was born to love the animals.. haha.. i love to go to the zoo or any other places which has a lot of animals as their main attractions.. hehe.. i could see a various kind and species of crocodiles.. and they were in all sizes!! ALL SIZES!! hehe..

after about 2hours of 'visiting' the crocodiles, we went to the Handcrafts Market.. we bought a lot of handcrafts to be given to others.. hehe.. it shows that we remember others too!! hihi.. from families, friends, and 'ehem2'.. hihi.. after that, we went back to the hotel at about 3.30pm..

that night, we had our dinner at the nearest stalls.. my father love the honey chicken wings that are being sold there.. hehe.. so do i!! hehe..

17th February 2010, Wednesday:
this time, we went to the Islamic Muzium of Sabah.. there were a lot of information regarding how Islam emerges in Sabah.. and again, we were not allowed to bring in any kinds of camera.. after that, we went to look for a few bookshops to look for books that my sister and i needed.. too bad, she couldn't find any.. at least i managed to find 2 out of 3 books.. then, we headed back to the Handcrafts Market.. my mother needed to buy a few more handcrafts to be given to my aunt..

we went back to the hotel at about 5.00pm.. we need to take a rest and prepare everything before we went back to our hometown.. hehe.. at about 6.00pm, Joe came to the hotel to take back the car since we have agreed to rent the car until Wednesday.. hehe.. that night, we went to bed early since we needed to be at the airport by 6.00am on the next day (Thursday)..

18th February 2010, Thursday:
we arrived at the airport at about 6.00am.. after we had checked-in ourselves as well as our luggage, we waited at the waiting area.. about 20 minutes later, we were asked to stepped in the plane.. and again, before the plane took off to Senai Airport, i SMSed 'HER' telling that i was about to took off.. hehe..

- and now, here i am sitting in front of my new lappy.. hehe.. don't ask me anything regarding 'the new lappy'.. hehe.. till then.. ;)

again...

2010-02-05T07:59:00.002+08:00

it's friday again.. and that makes it 7 days in a row, again, for not updating my blog.. hehe.. oh well.. at least i still have the guts to do so now.. hehe.. well, it's not that i don't want to update this blog.. i can even simply post something short like what i've done today, or even a few hours back.. hihi.. i just that i was f*cking busy focussing on my assignments and presentation.. startting thhis sem, the department wants all students' assignments to be taken before week 10!! perghh.. n i still have 4 more weeks to go after that to finish my semester.. a month without assignments?? it does sound like heaven.. but, i'm used to finishing all assignments during those final weeks.. hehe.. what will i do then?? hehe.. study?? haha.. that's so not me!! haha.. i've mentioned before that "old habit dies hard".. and i'm still using that habit of last-minute-studying!! haha..

actually, i had quite a terrible day yesterday.. it was my presentation day.. i had to present in 'that class'.. in that old witch's class.. huhu.. i couldn't present very well yesterday!! hwaa~~ this is all because of YOU!! hwaa~~ i've prepared 100% last week.. it was supposed to be my turn.. but YOU kept talking about this crap and that crap.. which in the end, YOU wasted my f*cking precious time!! IDIOT!! arghh!!! and YOU still have the guts to say why i couldn't present very well.. stupid old lady!! arghh!!

~STUPID OLD HAG~

2010-01-29T08:29:00.003+08:00

can't YOU see that we are not supposed to be that way?? do YOU realize that others MAY FIND IT unacceptable?? do YOU notice that YOU are dragging me into the f*cking-stupid life of yours?? arghh!! YOU are not supposed to do that!! the reason i've been very nice to YOU is because YOU are my lecturer!! after all, i've been very-very-very nice to everybody!! it seems like YOU have misinterpreted my goodness!! for YOUR information, i don't even like YOUR approaches of teaching me!! YOU are always wasting my precious time!! YOU are always wasting YOUR precious time!! YOU have always been assuming that YOU are teaching me the MAJOR SUBJECT!! it's not that i hate the subject of YOURS.. it just that i'm not so into this subject.. i was hoping that YOU can actually prove me wrong by thinking so!! but in the end, YOU have made it WORSE!! can YOU please leave me and my life alone?? i don't need YOUR attention.. i've got enough attention from the people i love as well as my friends.. i don't need YOU!! in fact, it will make my day if YOU are not around!! YOU are not YOUNG anymore!! YOU are an OLD HAG!! YOU are always blaming on others when things are not meant to be.. have YOU seen YOURSELF in front of the mirror?? MIRROR YOURSELF!! PORTRAY YOURSELF!! i have my own life.. I HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE!! so, just move YOUR BIG ASS OFF my life!! do YOUR JOB properly.. YOU are being paid to teach everybody.. not to do SOME OTHER STUPID BUSINESS!! arghh!!!!

-i hate PINK!! it's YOUR F*CKING FAVOURITE COLOUR!! yux!!

Thank You So Much!!

2010-01-19T11:46:00.002+08:00

i really had a wonderful weekend.. some people might find it normal.. but as for me, it was an unforgetable moment of my life!! hehe.. i'm so eager to create this posting since yesterday!! hehe.. it just that i was too tired to do so yesterday.. and i had to look forward to the-class-that-i-don't-feel-like-going-there.. hehe.. i'm not going to say why.. hehe.. i dont want to give that person a free pahala.. hehe.. back to what i am going to post.. hehe.. actually, one of the most important person in my life came to see me in Tanjong Malim!! hehe.. i guess you have already know who the person is.. hehe.. yup!! you are right!! it's 'HER'!! hehe.. 'SHE' came all the way from Pasir Gudang just to see me!! hehe.. and not forgetting seeing 'HER' sister.. hehe.. we (i and HER of course!!) spent most of out time together.. hehe.. we went from Tanjong Malim to Kuala Lumpur and Shah Alam.. hehe.. even though it was quite tiresome, we still managed to enjoy ourselves!! together!! hehe.. if only 'SHE' were here a little bit longer!! hehe.. i would have brought 'HER' to all nearby waterfalls and rivers!! hehe.. i love to go to that place.. and the same goes with 'HER'.. hehe.. actually, 'SHE' would like to see how does the Proton City Lake look like.. hehe.. but in the end, it seemed like the time didn't permit us to do so.. hehe.. we have to catch up the 8.30am bus.. hehe.. oh well, 'SHE' has to go back to Pasir Gudang.. hehe.. and you know what?? hehe.. i was too sad to see 'HER' going back!! so, i decided to accompany 'HER' all the way to JB!! haha.. well.. i don't care if i might be too tired as long as i can see 'HER' until the last minute!! hehe.. luckily i have class at 2pm on Monday.. haha.. i still have some time to rest.. hehe.. unlike 'HER', 'SHE' has to teach on Monday morning.. hehe.. that's why 'SHE' decided to go back as early as 10am.. hehe.. initially it was 9am.. but i dont think we can manage to be at the bus station by that time.. hehe.. oh well.. that's all for now.. till then..

- thanks for everything, syg.. i enjoy each and every second of my time being by your side!! i'm lookig forward to meet you again, syg.. i will always 'HEART' you forever and ever..

12 more weeks to go!!

2010-01-08T08:21:00.003+08:00

hurm.. what a hectic week!! all of my classmates have already been given with a lot of assignments as well as tasks to be completed!! arghh!! but that's normal for university students.. especially for those who are going to be future teachers.. we have to prepare a lot of things!! from the microteaching preparations to the macroteaching.. not mentioning some stupid university subjects.. why on earth we, as future English Language teachers, need to take some subjects which are not related with our program at all!! duh!! no wonder a few IPTA and IPTS said that UPSI's Tesl uses BM in preparing their future teachers.. even though all major and minor subjects are being taught in a-100%-English, i still can't take it when i've got to take some university's subject in BM.. it's not that i don't like BM (it's my mother tongue, ok!!).. it just that the subjects that i've got to take are not related to my field AT ALL!! huhu.. and not only that.. it will eventually make some jokers-who-shouldn't-take-this-course-in-the-1st-place getting worse (in terms of their language, abilities, teaching skills, class-control, etc..)!!

i don't want to talk bout that for the time being.. hurm.. by the way.. suddenly i've got a new hobby!! hehe.. i don't know what others may call.. but as for me, it gives me pleasure day-by-day.. hehe.. and this new hobby of mine makes me happy too!! hehe.. it's "calling 'HER' every evening(if possible)!!".. hehe.. not only it gives me the anxiety of listening to 'HER' voice, it also gives me the opportunity to make 'HER' happy too!! hehe.. they said that "a single phone call can brighten-up somebody's day".. hehe.. and that's what i'm going to do, InsyaAllah.. hehe.. (i also call my parents, ok!!).. sadly that i've got to use my roomate's laptop in order for me to update this blog.. or else, i might have dozens of dozens of dozens postings.. hehe..

talking about 'HER'.. 'SHE' made something on 'HER' blog.. hehe.. like i mentioned in one of my previous postings, 'SHE' has 'HER' own way on how to express 'HER' feelings, tenderness, and afections to me.. hehe.. thanks for all the things that you do, syg.. i like them very much!! they make me cheer and smile all day long!! if only i were to have my laptop with me now, i will definitely do the same to you, syg!! hehe.. i HEART you so much, my strawberry shake!! hehe..

till then.. ;)

- 2010 -

2010-01-01T07:27:00.003+08:00

The new year has come.. Alhamdulillah.. which means, i should have new resolutions.. think of it again, suddenly this question comes into my mind.. "have i achieved my previous years's goals??".. i've achived some of them.. and i'm yet to fulfill a few of them.. it's not that i'm not allowed to do so.. it's only me who prohibits myself from doing so.. this year, i would like to achive all my-yet-to-be-achieved goals, InsyaAllah..

the new semester has already started earlier this week.. it had been quite a while since the last time i met my classmates.. before the final examination for the last semester, we hardly met each other.. we were focussing on the examination.. Alhamdulillah, the hard work has been paid off.. i manage to score with a flying colour.. on the other hand, i'm quite astonished with one of my classmates.. he managed to get SLIGHTLY better than me.. it's not that i'm jealous with what he gets.. it's just that the manner of him getting that grade ANNOYS me the most!! franckly, he is not deserved to be in my course.. i'm not looking down on him.. it's a FACT that he is NOT SUPPOSED to take this major.. hurm.. getting back to my point, he acted like he's the best.. he should remember that he has got 6 more semesters to go.. and from semester to semester, it will be tougher and tougher.. hurm, enough about him.. i don't want to ruin my 1st day of new year..

i cannot exactly recalled when was the last time i posted something here.. 'SHE' even asked me why did i stop posting.. hehe.. this is the reason why.. a few weeks ago, i had a problem with my laptop.. it appeared that the laptop can only be lasted for about 5-10 minutes while using the charger!! after that, it will shut itself down.. after a few restarts, suddenly it went off.. and that was the last day of my laptop's life.. hwaa!!! it doesn't even reached 2 years!! hwaa!! poor lappy.. and that was why i didn't post anything.. huhu.. i was very-very-very devastated.. huhu.. but it's ok.. it goes with the saying, "great victory comes with great sacrifies!!".. i hope that this is going to be one of the sacrifies that i've to face in order to achieved VICTORY.. and now, thanks to my great roomate, he gives me the opportunity to give colour to this blog of mine.. he allows me to use his laptop as long as i use it wisely.. hehe.. thanks pal..

i can't wait to meet 'HER' again.. hehe.. i'm kind of missing 'HER' so sudden.. haha.. before i went back to UPSI, i managed to date 'HER' 3times in a week!! and the last date was on the day that i went back to UPSI.. hehe.. we went out as early as 10am until 6pm.. hehe.. and i still think that it was not enough.. haha.. the time does fly.. hehe.. i'm looking forward to meet 'HER' again.. hehe.. about 3days ago.. 'SHE' sent me a message that i don't think i'll delete it.. hehe.. 'SHE' said something which i'm dying to listen to!! in this context, to be read.. hehe.. it made me smile for no reason.. my heart palpitated wildly!! hehe.. thanks for your word, my dear.. 'YOU' do know how to make my day.. i HEART you since the first moment i saw 'YOU'.. and i'm lucky that in the end, 'YOU' realized my presence.. thanks again, Nor Shafiza bt Supardi..

hehe.. that's all for now.. i'll post something again later.. hehe.. till then.. ;)

1 more paper to go!!

2009-11-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

at last.. i've got the free time that i've been craving for weeks!! hehe.. i had to answer 3 killer-papers in a row a few days ago!! and i hardly had enough sleep!! hehe.. served me, right!! who asked me to do study on the last minute!! hehe.. oh well, it goes with the saying, "old habits die hard".. ah, i dun care about that anymore.. i've got to prepare myself for the incoming paper!! it will be my last paper for this semester.. hehe.. can't wait to face the new chapter of my UPSI life.. hehe..

mentioning about 'next semester', i just had a chit chat with one of my seniors.. she said that almost all papers that she and her classmates take this semester are KILLING them!! gosh!! that really gives me a first-degree-heart-attack!! darn!! how on earth am i going to graduate with cgpa above 3.7?? i do like this program very much.. but then, i didn't expect it to be this hard!! dush2!! i just hope that i can face this 'torment' with ease!! haha.. ok then, i've got to perform my Maghrib prayer.. till then~~ =)

23 years old!!

2009-11-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

hwarghh... i just can't believe that i'm already 23!! hehe.. the time really flies!! hehe.. i can't really remember when was the last time i celebrated my birthday.. haha.. normally, my birthday will not be celebrated.. hehe.. but that's ok.. i'm not a person who NEEDS to celebrate his birthday.. hehe.. a simple wish will do.. hehe.. and i'm glad that most of my friends are not forgetting this big day of mine.. hehe.. thanks to FACEBOOK, most of them are being notified 3days earlier.. haha..

present?? nahh~~ it's ok for me if i don't get any.. but if i do, that will be a big bonus for me.. hehe.. luckily, i've a few important people around me.. even though i didn't ask for any present, it seems like it's a must for them to do so.. hehe.. who else?? my parents and 'HER' of course!! haha.. usually, if i were to be distant from my parents, they will send me some extra pocket money.. hehe.. and as for 'HER', 'SHE' will try to give me something which is totally different from other couples.. hehe.. last year, 'SHE' gave me 1 stylo-t-shirt which i like!! hehe.. and for my shock, 'SHE' said that it was chosen by ummi (HER mother)!! hehe.. but that was last year, this year, 'SHE' gave me 1 motivational book entitled "Membina Unngul Lelaki".. hehe.. it seems like 'SHE' wants me to be motivated all the time.. hehe.. and you know what? i also did the same.. hehe.. 'SHE' asked for a motivational book for 'HER' past birthday and during her convocation!! hehe.. and luckily, 'SHE' likes them very much!! hehe..

not only that, 'SHE' even prepares me 1 surprise!! haha.. and that really touches me!! 'SHE' did something on our picture and post it on 'HER' blog.. i managed to copy 'HER' masterpiece.. and here it is..

- i just want to say that i'm really thankful to have 'YOU' by my side, my dear.. i love everything that 'YOU' do.. thanks again for always being there for me..

Tiresome Friday Morning

2009-10-30T10:38:00.003+08:00

hwarghh!! for the first time of my campus life, i've played 8 sets of volleyball!! haha.. just imagine how my body reacted to those circumstances!! haha.. i'm damn-tired!! not mentioning playing 8 sets without drinking a single drop of water!! haha.. what a good 'preparation' for the incoming final examination!! haha.. like i mentioned in one of my previous posts, i've started to love this sports!! hehe.. i can't recall when was the last time i played futsal, soccer, table-tennis, as well as tennis.. hehe.. it seems like volleyball has been my priority in the standings of sports that i like.. hehe.. and guess what? we (my friends and I) started to play volleyball as early as 7.45am!! hehe.. initially, it was supposed to start at 7am.. but some of us were having trouble in waking up early in the morning!! haha.. what a day!!

- my examination will start on 2nd of November until 18th of November 2009.. and then, let's party!! haha.. actually i'm looking forward to go back to my hometown.. hehe.. i've got unfinished businesses!! hehe.. till then!! chau sin chi!! ;P

-=- D A T I N G + T R I P + D A T I N G A G A I N -=-

2009-10-27T07:47:00.006+08:00

i was supposed to write this earlier.. hehe.. but it's ok.. i'll just write everything now.. hehe..

(Saturday, 24th October 2009)
It was one of the unforgettable moments of my life.. it was the first time for me going to the 'Zoo Melaka'.. hehe.. but that was not the highlight of that day.. hehe.. you know what?? that was the first time i went for dating (with 'HER' of course!!) outside Johore!! hehe.. normally, we will just date around the town of JB and sometimes in Pontian.. hehe.. but this time, 'SHE' requested to go to the 'Zoo Melaka'.. and i agreed!! hehe.. some couples may find it awkward to date at the zoo.. but not for us.. hehe.. it appears that both of us share the same interest!! hehe..

we started our dating-journey at about 7.45am.. hehe.. quite early huh?? hehe.. it's to make sure that we arrive there before noon.. if we were to arrive there at noon, the weather might be too hot to bear.. hehe.. we arrived there at about 10am.. since it was already 10am, we have expected how the weather will be.. so, we decided to bring along one umbrella.. luckily 'SHE' has one in 'HER' car.. hehe.. i don't think i should describe the animals that i saw there.. use your imagination.. hehe.. the most important thing was, i had such a great time with 'HER'.. hehe..

then, at about 3pm, we went to one of the most entertaining places in Melacca.. it's Melacca's version of 'Eye of Malaysia'.. hehe.. since i haven't been to Taman Tasek Titiwangsa's 'Eye of Malaysia', that was the biggest merry-go-round that i've ever rode.. hehe.. initially, we thought that we have to pay rm20 per ride.. but then, after showing our mycard, the price was reduced 50%!! hehe.. so, we paid only rm10!! hehe.. and you know what?? we had 5 rounds of that merry-go-round!! haha.. it's like rm2 for a single loop!! hehe.. adding icing to the cake, i rode that merry-go-round thing with 'HER'!! hehe..

after that, we went to one of Melacca's well-developed place which i fotgot its name.. hehe.. but i can describe that place as a one-storey-shopping complex.. hehe.. we went for a walk before we headed to the nearest McD.. we had our 'lunch'.. hehe.. before that, we only had a few sandwiches.. hehe.. at about 6.15pm, we decided to head back to JB.. i really-really-really had a great time there with 'HER'.. what a day!! ;)

(Sunday, 25th October 2009)
Guess what?? i met 'HER' again.. hehe.. this time, i helped 'HER' to look for a house to be rented.. 'SHE' is being posted to one of the schools situated in Pasir Gudang.. it's a new school.. 'SHE' can be considered as one of the premier teachers there.. hehe.. i'm happy and proud of 'HER'.. i would love to be like 'HER' one day.. and i'm on the perfect route now.. Alhamdulillah.. then, after almost 2hours of searching for rent-house, we got tired.. 'SHE' asked whether i'd like to watch movie with 'HER'.. of couse i would!! hehe.. so, we went to Jusco Tebrau City.. a few hours later, we went to Bestmart to have ABC.. hehe.. actually, 'SHE' craved for that ABC on the day before.. hehe.. since 'SHE' has asked earlier, i planned to have it together with her today.. hehe.. i love to see 'HER' smiles.. hehe.. that's why i'm willing to do anything just to ensure that 'SHE' is happy.. hehe..

- today is the first day of 'HER' as a full-time teacher.. am really proud of 'HER'!! hehe.. i would love to see 'HER' again.. hehe.. even though i spent 2 days in a row with 'HER', it seems that i've already started to miss 'HER'.. hehe.. especially 'HER' voice and smile.. hehe.. and to whom it may concern, i just wanted to tell you that I REALLY LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, MY BELOVED NOR SHAFIZA.. till then..

- Credit to my dear -

2009-10-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

~ Falling for You ~

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you

p/s: action speaks louder than words..

~Job Done!!~

2009-10-16T10:35:00.003+08:00

wehee!! at last!! i've completed all assignments for this semester!! haha.. which means, i don't have to do anything that is related to TYPING + PRINTING + BINDING!! haha.. fuh~ just look at the length of days since the last time i posted something.. haha.. actually, i wanted to post something at least once every 2-3days.. but then, it seemed like the time didn't permit me to do so.. hehe.. what else?? ASSIGNMENTS dude!! i hardly had enough sleep.. just for the sake of finishing my assignments before the dateline.. hehe.. all assignments are needed to be handed-in by today!! hehe.. just imagine that i have to finish 4 assignments this week itself!! hehe.. served me right!! why did i keep on doing things on the last minute?? hehe.. like the saying, "old habit dies hard.."!! hehe..

there are loads of things to be said here.. but 1st thing 1st.. i've got to rewind my mind recorder 1st.. hehe.. on 5th October 2009, i had to say buh-bye to my previous hairstyle.. hehe.. after weeks and months of thinking and making decision, i've decided to cut my hair short.. very-very short.. hehe.. just look at the picture that i've uploaded above.. hehe.. it maybe temporary and it maybe forever.. hehe.. only the time will tell.. hehe..

lately, i began to love the volleyball.. but that doesn't mean that i am no longer in-love with football, futsal, and tennis.. it is just an addition to the sports that i love.. hehe.. i'll play this type of sports almost everyday in the evening!! i will NOT play this sports ONLY if i have a class to attend to or when it is raining.. hehe..

a few weeks from now, my final examination for this semester will start.. and i have to prepare myself mentally and physically since it is still early (being a professional teacher).. i've got plenty of times to be ready!! but i am not going to waste a single time of mine.. like i used to say, i need to prove to many people.. especially to my parents, former teachers, lecturers, and not forgetting, 'her'.. i'm a man of my words.. when i say i want to do it, i'll do it!! InsyaAllah..

hurm, talking about 'her', 'she' has just gotten the opportunity to teach in Johor.. Alhamdulillah.. at least, i don't have to save a lot of money just to buy ticket to visit 'her' in Sabah or Sarawak (if 'she' were to be posted there).. hehe.. right now, 'she' has to wait until the 26th October 2009 to know the exact place for 'her' to teach.. hopefully 'she' will get either in JB or pontian.. hehe.. that will make it easier for me to visit 'her'.. hehe.. Amin... hurm.. so much for today.. i'll be posting some other things later.. till then...

p/s: i'm kind of missing everybody.. EVERYBODY.. ;)

SYAWAL

2009-10-04T14:02:00.001+08:00

i was supposed to write this on the 1st day of Hari Raya.. but it seemed that time didn't permit me to do so.. so here it is.. Alhamdulillah.. the moment that all Muslims are craving and waiting for is here!! it's the month of Syawal.. each and every Muslim (especially Malaysian) has his or her own way of viewing the Syawal eve.. the younger ones will definitely be thinking of the 'duit raya'.. hehe.. and some older ones too.. haha.. but as for me, Syawal is about meeting all the love ones.. when i say all, i mean ALL.. hehe..

That morning (1st syawal), i went to the nearest mosque to perform the 'Solat Sunat Aidilfitri' along with my other family members.. with other BIG FAMILY MEMBERS.. hehe.. then we had breakfast together.. about 2 hours later, all of us assembled at the main hall of my house.. it was the time for everybody to ask the forgiveness from the elderly.. as for my family, our 'Toksu' is considered as the most eldest family member present.. we have lost our most respected 'MAK' and 'AYAH'.. they were my grandmother and grandfather.. all my siblings as well as my cousin entitled them with 'AYAH' and 'MAK' even though they were our late grandmother and grandfather.. all of us hugged and kissed Toksu.. and we can feel that she's crying.. hurm.. i guess that was the first time for her to be treated like that.. after all, she's the youngest grandmother that we have.. it's a very long story..

the following 2 days later, i went out with 'HER'.. we went to the cinema in Jusco Tebrau.. hehe.. actually, i have requested many times to watch any movie with 'HER'.. hehe.. i guessed that time 'SHE' agreed at last to do so.. hehe.. we watch 'The Ugly Truth'.. it was such a nice movie!! i like it very much.. the genre for that movie is Love+Humour.. even though there were a little bit of not-so-nice-scenes, it's still viewable by people of any ages.. hehe.. that evening, we went to Danga Bay to enjoy the sight seeing.. we ate Dunkin Doughnuts together.. it was a very memorable day for us..

a few days later, my family and i went to shah alam n klang to visit other BIG FAMILY members.. we went there for 3days.. we visited Mamak, Opah, Cik-Gi (abah's brother), and Pak Lang (abah's brother).. then we went back to JB on that Saturday morning.. Alhamdulillah the highway was indeed CLEAR!! haha.. i can even drive 150km/h without mama noticing!! haha.. no wonder we reached JB within 3 hours from Shah Alam.. haha.. shh!!! don't tell mama.. hehe.. then i went to 'HER' house to visit 'HER' family.. they were very nice to me.. no wonder i respect them so much!! hehe.. after all, they are 'HER' parent.. hehe.. on top of everything, there was one incident that caught my mind as well as my sight.. it was 'HER'.. 'SHE' was very gorgeous and stunning!! i haven't seen 'HER' dressed-up like that before.. i will never ever forget that moment.. even though i didn't manage to get 'HER' picture, i will remember that moment forever.. one day, i'll get the opportunity to experience that moment again and again.. hehe.. if u get what i mean.. hehe..

and now, here i am in UPSI finishing a lot of assignments given by the lecturers.. haha.. but it's ok.. i can manage to finish them on time.. hehe.. i can call it as a pay-back time!! haha.. u gave us a lot of tasks, right?? haha.. and now, u have to mark them!! haha.. it's a win-win situation then.. but i guess the pressure is with the lecturers.. haha.. they have to submit everything to the dean and upload the marks.. haha.. now see who's laughing.. haha.. that's all for now.. till then.. ;)

~ So Close~

2009-09-12T14:00:00.006+08:00

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

p/s: to whom it may concern, thanks for always being there for me.. You're my everything.. You're the best gift given to me by The Al-Mighty..

09 09 09

2009-09-09T14:17:00.002+08:00

hurm.. again.. i've skipped quite a number of days of updating my blog.. initially, i would like to post something at least once in 2-3days.. and now, it appears that i've skipped almost 3weeks!! that's why i don't think that i'm able to write a diary!! hehe.. but then again, that doesn't mean that i'm going to abandon this blog of mine.. hehe.. it just that i'm going to be needed some time in order for me to be constantly updating this blog.. hehe..

on the last 29th August 2009, i had the opportunity to have my sahur together with 'her'.. hehe.. that was the first time in my life, i had the opportunity to do so with someone else.. hehe.. and i'm very-very-very happy with that achievement!! hehe.. besides that, i also had the opportunity to watch my favourite team in action!! duh, that will definitely be Arsenal FC!! hehe.. initially, i don't think that 'she' would like to watch football with me since 'she' doesn't like to watch football very much.. 'she' always says that 'she' is only supporting the winning team.. but like it or not, 'she' will be starting to love Arsenal from now on.. hehe.. i would like to 'Arsenalise' her.. hehe.. that night before we had our sahur together, we watched the game between Arsenal and MU (a.k.a MAN-URE).. sadly, Arsenal lost that match.. but what made me becoming more frustrated is that, Arsenal shouldn't have lost that match!! Arsenal were dominating the game.. and MU were given unintentionally-easy-goal!! huhu!! d*mn!! too bad that it was the first time 'she' watched football with me.. and watching Arsenal lost.. huhu.. but that's football.. and i'm a great fan of Arsenal.. and i will always be behind them no matter what!!

and the following day (30th August 2009) was a memorable day for me.. hehe.. that was the day where i were given the opportunity to 'express something' towards 'her'.. hehe.. i'm going to keep that for myself and 'her'.. hehe.. that's all for the time being.. hope that i will be able to have a lot of free time updating my blog.. hehe.. till then..

p/s: today's date is kind of unique tho.. 09 09 09 ;)

Her convocation.. ;)

2009-08-22T09:58:00.003+08:00

17th August 2009 was the unforgettable moment for a sweet young lady named Nor Shafiza Bt Supardi.. it was her graduation day.. everything that she had sacrificed and fight for, is paid.. her smile and happiness speak for herself.. she's now a soon-to-be-teacher.. she's now waiting for the day where she's being posted.. hopefully she will be posted to the place where she has been hoping to be at.. i just hope that she is not going to be posted to the areas where i couldn't reach her InsyaAllah.. that will be pretty hard for her tho.. after all, she loves her family very much.. and she loves to be with them for most of the time.. especially with her sister, angah.. they are just like best-best-best-friends ever.. even though they are sisters, that doesn't mean that they can't be best friends.. i really admired how they interact with one another.. their bonding are great!! that's how sisters should be..

but there's something which make me depressed a lot.. i couldn't attend her big day!! thanks to this d*mn H1N1.. my holiday was pulled earlier.. initially, my mid-term break was on the same day as her convocation.. suddenly, it's being held earlier!! huhu.. i felt like escaping from monday's and tuesday's classes.. huhu.. i really2 wanted to be at her convocation badly!! hwaa!! i'd love to take photos with her!! i really2 wanted to by her side that day!! i wanted to see her happiness and excitement!! even though she has sent me some photos of her on that day, i still couldn't take it!! huhuhu!! everytime i see her convocations pictures, i will definitely be happy as well as depressed!! huhu.. on top of everything, i'm very3 proud of her success.. not only she has graduated, she even graduated as a dean's list student!! and she's a chemist teacher!!

now she's doing her master.. and hopefully, i will be able to attend her bigger convocation.. hopefully that day is not going to be on the day where i'll be having important occasions.. if let say i'll be having class on that day, i'll definitely escape from that class!! haha.. i don't care and i won't care!! hehe.. what i want to do is, i want to be by her side on that day.. i want to share every feeling and emotion of hers.. together.. till then..

- i'm very proud of u, my dearest Nor Shafiza Bt Supardi.. aishiteruyo~~

aku, 'dia', dan perodua kancil...

2009-08-16T12:41:00.003+08:00

Dh lme giller xtulis kt sinih.. agak busy laa sebenarnyer.. nk ol pon jap2 je haa.. klo de mase pon, digunekan utk berehat2 or top-up blek tido yg terabai.. hehe.. dipendekkan cite.. 3hari lepas (13th August 2009), merupekan hari yg xbpe nk best buat aku.. huhu.. kete kancil kesayangan aku tuh tibe2 xdapat nk idupkan enjin!! huhu.. xtau laa npe.. lngsung x menyala lmpu kt ignition tuh.. huhu.. giller glabah akuh.. bukak lampu pon xdapat.. trus aku rase cm xbest.. huhu.. aku pon try laa wat jump-start kt kete member.. xdapat gak.. hwaa!! pe yg telah berlaku!! giller aku time tuh.. ilang trus mood aku!! padahal sok nye ade kelas pengurusan ko-kurikulum.. huhu.. soknye, pg2 jumaat(14th August) tuh aku pon dok cari laa pomen serate tg malim tuh.. kebanyakan tmpt tutup.. last2, terjumpe satu pomen india nih.. xkesah laa.. janji bole idopkn kete aku.. aku gih sane tumpang moto classmate.. kebetulan die xde gih mane.. dh smpi je kt pomen tuh, aku pon cite laa itu ini sumer psl pe yg jd.. last2, die stuju nk dtg kt hostel akuh.. die nk try wt jump-start.. smpi je kt kete aku, aku pon try laa wt jump-start tuh.. skali menjadi!! dgn happy nye aku pon tekan laa paddle minyak tuh 3-4 kali.. wah!! dgr je bunyi enjin tuh, tersenyum akuh!! hehe.. aku pon trus laa dok panaskan enjin pusing2 hostel jap.. lepas solat jumaat tuh lk, aku pon gih jln2 lg.. this time aku gih pusing2 luar hostel lak.. sje try jln jauh sket cmne.. motif sebenar aku nk cas batt kete tuh.. so, kne laa bg enjin tuh bergerak sket..

tp disebalik kejadian 13th august tuh, de kejadian yg agak manis buat diri akuh.. beselaa, klo aku tgh down giler, musti aku mau cite ngn 'dia'.. aku pon btau laa 'dia' itu ini.. ngadu laa kirenyer.. hehe.. nk mnje2 laa gak.. wakaka.. dh lme xjmpe laa.. hehe.. skali, rupenye2 'dia' de menyediekan kejutan buat akuh.. sungguh aku xsangke, 'dia' sudi edit2 pic2 aku.. pstuh post dlm blog 'dia'.. huhu.. terharu giler aku.. bukan mudah utk 'dia' seolah2 expose kn aku kt public.. giler terharu laa gk aku time tuh.. xtau aku nk kate pe time tuh.. cntik tuh toksah cite laa.. mmg berseni giller tgn 'dia'.. mmg abes tersenyum aku time tuh.. senyum terharu, beb!! huhu.. sungguh x sangke.. sebab tuh laa byk kali aku mention yg 'dia' sgt2 istimewa pd aku.. 'dia' ade je cara n jalan utk bg aku happy2 n ceria.. 'dia' slalu ckp yg 'dia' xde wat pape pon.. 'dia' act bese2 je.. tp 'dia' punya bese2 tuh laa yg mnjadi luar bese.. bayangkn laa cm contoh, aku tgh down cmne skali pon, bad mood cmne skali pon, marah n hangin satu bdn cmne skali pon, nmpak je muka 'dia', senyuman 'dia', sore 'dia', gelak tawa 'dia' tuh sumer dh bole wat aku ilang sumer unsur2 tuh dlm diri aku.. cmtuh je lk tuh!! cm 'dia' seolah2 tolong curah air sejuk kt api yg membarak dlm diri aku.. aku sgt2 bertuah dpt bersame dgn 'dia'.. dpt memiliki hati 'dia'.. dpt membuka hati 'dia'.. xdpt aku nk gambarkan ngn kate2 sebenarnye.. pendek kate, 'dia' sgt2 istimewa wt aku.. x akan aku sia2kan kehidupan 'dia' walau sedetik..

klo aku nk cite psl 'dia', satu page nih x cukup.. xdapat aku nk stop jari nih dari trus menaip.. mandangkan azan zohor baru jer berkumandang, aku pon kne laa utamekn yg wajib dulu.. baru diberkati kehidupan aku.. n hopefully, kehidupan aku dan 'dia'.. till then..

p/s: awk, juz nk awk tau yg sy hargai sgt2 awk.. hargai sgt2 kehidupan awk.. hrgai sgt2 pengorbanan awk.. hrgai sgt2 kehadiran awk dlm diri sy..

Q U A R A N T I N E D ! ! !

2009-08-01T16:30:00.002+08:00

hello guys.. it seems like almost a week since i last posted something on here.. actually, it appears that i have a lot of assignments as well as presentations that need to be done by the end of this week (supposedly!).. the time frame given (or LEFT) is d*mn not enough!! hehe.. serves me right!! tend to do everything on the last minute!! hehe.. there's a saying, "old habits die hard".. so, that 'saying' has spoken for itself and MYSELF!! hehe.. actually, there are a lot of things that need to be finished earlier.. all these things are important!! i can hardly get a good night sleep a few days back.. with the tesl night, presentation for that night, counting money, keeping the club's money (i'm the treasurer!!), settling the 'pengurusan ko-Q' matter, assignments, projects, essays, my kancil's sticker, and many more!! arghh!! i even asked Allah The Al-Mighty to make the lecturers postponing all assignments' due dates.. huhu..

but you know what? i think that my prayers were answered.. but it comes with a great sacrifice!! it appears that UPSI has eventually being quarantined.. it seems that the H1N1 virus has spread to UPSI.. and it has infected 4 students!! and they are POSITIVE-ly infected by that virus.. humanga-danga!! and there are also a lot of other students in danger of getting that virus.. even though all of them showed a little symptoms of that virus, it can still be DEADLY since we cannot say whether it is a normal fever or not.. it cannot be detected easily.. the vaksin is still yet to be found.. oh my goodness.. indirectly, this can be one of the signs that The Al-Mighty is trying to show His anger.. wallahualam..

as for that, all of us are being quarantined for a week with mutual consent starting last wednesday.. and this quarantine will last until next saturday or sunday.. i should have enough time preparing myself for the presentations as well as finishing all assignments, InsyaAllah.. and here i am, sitting in front of my laptop, online at my house, inside my lovely bedroom.. i'm in JB now.. Alhamdulillah.. at least i can have a lot of time to relax and finish everything, hopefully!! hehe.. since i'm already in JB, i will have to go to the UTM's library in order to borrow a few refferences.. i know that i can only use those refferences there.. so, i'll definitely need to go there a couple of times.. hehe.. and i can even do something there.. haha.. let just keep that for myself.. hehe.. ok then, Asar is already here.. till then~~

~ P E R F E C T ~

2009-07-21T10:23:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i feel like posting this lyric here.. this lyric always reminds me of 'someone'.. who is really2 important to me..

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

- 'You' know who 'you' are..

no literature class today..

2009-07-21T09:28:00.002+08:00

hurm.. i woke up quite early this morning.. i think it's because i went to bed early last night.. guess what? i took my bath as early as 6.20am!! haha.. normally, i'll have my bath at around 6.50am.. hehe.. after that, i decided to online for a moment since it is still early.. and my literature class starts at 9am.. at about 8am today, i went to the toilet(my house in KAB) to set up my hair.. hehe.. normally it will take me about 5-10mins to do so.. haha.. 'she' always says that i always take a longer time to set up my hair than she does.. haha.. oh well, perhaps i would like my hair to be perfect.. hehe.. at about 8.15am, when i was about to leave my room, suddenly azhar(my class rep) stood up in front of my room's door.. he said that the literature class is cancel today (again??).. but i still have another class to attend.. but it's at 12pm.. so, there's still plenty of time for me to online.. haha.. so here i am.. in front of my notebook ('she' loves to call it lappy) posting new post.. hehe..

actually, i wanted to post something last night.. since i was too tired to do so, i decided to postpone this activity today.. yesterday morning i had an English for Communication 2 class.. for your information, i am well-known for loving any English classes in UPSI by my colleagues.. hehe.. that's because i'm going to be a future English teacher, InsyaAllah.. hehe.. but that class is not like what i've been expected it to be.. it appears that i've to join with the other courses (it's a must here) who are taking this paper.. and all of my batch have to be separated to one another.. huhu.. initially, i don't mind at all to get separated from my batch since it's only for this class.. but after i entered this class for the first time, suddenly i felt like dropping this subject or even join any other groups who are taking this paper.. huhu.. in this class, i've to join the 'Pengajian Malaysia' students.. and i am the only teslian in this class!! huhu.. the worse part is, all of them can't even speak a simple English as well as writing a simple sentence.. hwaaa!! their level of proficiency is very low even the lecturer in charge has to use 90% BAHASA MALAYSIA!! huhu.. they are also having BIG PROBLEMS in diffrentiating past tense n present tense!! hwaa!!! how am i going to survive in this class.. i don't think this class will help me with my English.. huhu..

if i were to survive in this class, i've to maintain my proffesionalism.. if they were to use BAHASA MALAYSIA in this class, i am going to use FULLY ENGLISH.. that's what mama tell me.. and luckily, i have 'her' by my side.. 'she' knows how to cheer me up when i'm down.. oh well, time does fly.. till then~

i'm injured!! ouch!!

2009-07-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

the title of my post speaks for itself.. huhu.. yesterday (18th july), i represented my college (KAB) in a futsal tournament.. this tournament is considered as one of the activities that needs to be held by all the colleges in UPSI.. all colleges including mine, has been given a big amount of money to run any activities.. in fact, they HAVE TO DO SO!! since this big amount of money comes from the students, every college needs to ensure that this money needs to be spent wisely.. or else, UPSI will get them all freely.. as for me, i don't care whether this money is being spent or not as long as i have the opportunity to involved myself in every activity organized by UPSI or any of its colleges.. indirectly, i will be able to get some valuable points for myself.. these points are needed in order for me to stay at this college.. only the first year students will get the opportunity to stay here.. after that (semester 3 & above), they have to be actively participate in any activities run or organized by any colleges so that they can get the points needed..

actually, my college has decided to sponsored a few teams (from this college) to enter this tournament.. each team has to pay RM60 which i dont think many teams will join.. haha.. normally, they will give the same excuses.. the PTPTN is bla.. blaa.. blaa.. so, that's why my college decided to sponsor 8 teams.. indirectly, there will be a bigger chances of my college to win that tournament.. there's a saying, "Quality is better than quantity".. it appears that the chances that all of us had were against us.. hehe.. all the teams that participate in this tournament are damn-great!! hehe.. they do have the quality as well as the skills to become great players.. hehe.. no wonder they entered this tournament.. haha..

even though i enjoyed playing with great players, it comes with a great cost.. i got injured after playing all 3 games which in the end, we lost.. they only pick up the best 2 teams from every group.. i got a cut on my left knee after occasionally slidings and tacklings.. haha.. i was the captain for that games since our captain can't make it to those 3 games.. he had to go somewhere else.. and we were out of attackers.. and i even had to play outside of my real position.. i would like and prefer to play as a midfielder.. but i had to play as a defender.. it turned out that i can play in that position creatively.. but still, i would prefer playing as a midfielder.. our attacker has done pretty well.. it just that my defender-partner seemed to play by himself.. ignoring almost all my instructions!! what was on his mind?? did he think that he can dictate those games?? huh!! even my sister plays better that you!! i am not saying that you are the reason we lost since futsal is all about teamwork.. it just that you don't have what it takes to play as a team.. hope that you've learnt your lesson..

that's all for tonight.. i've class at 8am tomorrow.. i'll better stop now.. am looking forward to add more and more postings.. till then~~

P E N A T....

2009-07-14T14:34:00.002+08:00

adeii.. gile btol laa jadual hari isnin.. slase ngn rabu lk 1 je klas!! huk aloh!! sakit haa pinggang aku seharian smlm.. bayangkn laa 12jam kt kampus.. huhu.. blek2 je hostel, dh nk kne bsiap utk tesl meesting.. perghh.. klo de tukang urut yg best, dh lme aku upah.. adeii.. indirectly, dpt gak laa aku rehat sket slase n rabu.. xlaa aku pnat giller.. dak2 kelas aku cam nk mintak ubah jadual hari jumaat.. nk bg hari jumaat free.. aku ok je.. sbb kelas hari jumaat de 2 je.. 2-2 tuh 1jam je.. tuh yg dak2 nih nk ubah.. xmoh usik hari jumaat kate diorg.. aku no hal... lg laa aku ske.. byk sket mse aku nk rehat2.. n nk study or wt assignment.. haha.. poyo je bunyi nyer.. haha..

hurm.. tbe2 aku cm teringat lk jb.. cm nk blek je skali skale since cuti pon cm agak best klo dpt tukar waktu kelas.. bile study jauh sket nih, baru laa trase sket jarak ngn hometown.. hurm.. lgpon jb meniggalkan kenangan yg macam2.. sbb tuh laa aku ske sgt jb even though it is not my real hometown.. aku dulu lahir kt selangor.. tp parents aku pindah jb.. kne transfer jb.. so, bermulelaa episod jb aku.. tp mmg btol laa.. sejak aku pindah jb, mcm2 yg best jd.. smpi skang.. klo nk ditaip sume bende best2 tuh kt sinih, mmg x muat laa.. hehe.. nak2 lg skang nih.. ye laa.. aku nih pon dah kire adult.. so, dh time umor cmnih, phm2 je laa pe mksd aku kn?? hehe.. bkan gatal tau?? nih naluri laa.. haha..

hurm.. skang nih tgh hujan renyai2.. letih aku smlm tbe2 ilang.. ntah npe time2 syahdu cmnih, membuatkn aku teringt kt seseorg.. seseorg yg sgt2 bermakne buat aku.. lantas aku pon misscall laa 'dia'.. hurm.. ternyate 'dia' pon cmtuh.. sian.. kepenatan settlekn mcm2 hal.. mklumlaa, 'dia' pon dh start master.. kne laa settlekn mcm2 dgn sendiri.. de 1 sms dr 'dia' yg wt aku tbe2 syahdu dgr.. n kesian kt 'dia'.. sgt2.. 'dia' lapar n blom lunch.. n 'dia' tbe2 cm harap klo laa aku de kt sisi 'dia' time tuh.. hurm.. laki mne laa yg xrse cian n syahdu klo gadis idamannye cm memerlukan laki tersebut disisinye time tuh.. hurm.. xpe.. xlme lg cuti.. n klo cuti lmbt lg skali pon, klo dpt je tarikh kelas hari jumaat ditukar, mmg aku akn cube utk jmpa 'dia' InsyaAllah..

hurm.. ok then.. jam pon dah 2.40pm lbey.. aku blom zohor lg nih.. till then.. :)

CuRi2 MaSe Yg tErLuAnG....

2009-07-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

hurm.. pnat gak minggu pertame semester baru nih.. kelas itu laa.. kelas inilaa.. tukar kelas laa.. huhu.. assignment pon 1st class lg dh dpt.. gile gaban.. hehe.. xpe2.. name pon nk jd bakal guru bitara kn?? hehe.. nih pon curi2 mse je ol.. klo x, mmg xbpe nk sempat.. pnat sket, tdo.. pnat sket, tdo.. hehe.. tuh je laa kejenyer.. x sabar nk tunggu weekend.. dpt rehat2 sket.. hehe.. jadual sem nih xbpe nk betul.. adeii.. tp ok laa coz xde kelas mlm.. pling lewat pon jam 7pm.. xlaa pnat sgt mlm tuh.. nk rehat awl pon dpt..

baru2 nih dpt tau junior tesl de dlm 55org.. pergh.. bole tahan gak.. ramai tuh.. kalah senior aku haa.. hehe.. ngn batch aku xyah cte laa.. lg laa kalah.. haha.. mklumlaa, batch kami 13org je haa.. 1 fakulti knal btol muke kami.. kih2.. nk2 lg laki 5org nih haa.. hehe.. dak2 junior nih tgh struggle nk wt kajian jurnal.. haha.. rsekan laa cmne kitorg kne dlu.. hehe.. nk notes kitorg dulu?? xdapat laa.. hehe.. klo ktorg btau cmne nk dapatkn tuh, ok laa.. hehe.. sory laa ye, kami nih xmakan nk pujuk2 or ngade2 ngn kami.. hehe.. klo ktorg beralah ngn korg, korg xberusehe lk nnt.. cmne laa nk jd guru yg bitara kn?? hehe.. nk2 lg kite nih kne naekkan name tesl kt cmpus.. hehe.. kne laa tunjukkan kerajinan korg tuh.. klo ktorg bole wt, korg pon musti bole.. hehe..

hurm.. dlm jam 10am lbih td, hati aku cm rse xbpe nk best.. xtau laa pe yg jd.. juz rse xbpe nk best laa.. smpi lunch pon xde mood tau?? huhu.. npe ntah.. lepas je kelas, aku pon blik laa kolej kediaman tghr td.. klas ptg jam 5pm.. so byk mse lg nk rehat2 time 2.. aku pon ol laa time tuh.. cm bese, aku musti x lepaskan pluang utk view page 'dia'.. fb ngn fs skali.. tp skang kami dh gile fb laa.. hehe.. n of coz, aku view gak blog 'dia'.. hehe.. xview satu hari rse x sah.. hehe.. suke sgt bile dpt view.. hehe.. jap pon jd laa.. haha.. skali tgh2 usha fb 'dia', ternmpak laa status 'dia' ltak.. 'dia' cm hot sgt ngn students 'dia'.. pe laa dak2 nih dh wt kt 'dia' kali nih.. pakal je aku bkan cikgu kt sek 'dia' ngajar.. klo x, dh lme dh kne tengking ngn aku dak2 tuh.. haha.. rpe2nye psl nih.. aku rse laa.. sbb lpas dpt tau n lpas 'dia' cte je, bru cm rse ok blek.. mybe gk sbb dpt dgr sore 'dia' kot?? hehe.. gue kangan bangat laa gak sama 'dia'.. hehe.. jgn tny npe.. hehe..

ckp psl 'dia', hri nih agak bertuah bg 'dia'.. akhirnye surat chenta yg aku kirimkn, 'dia' jmpe gak akhirnye.. dulu cm dh kcewa gak laa 'dia' xjmpe.. siap ngadu kt aku lg.. 'dia' nk sgt2 surat tuh.. penting katenyer.. huhu.. terharu laa gak aku dgr 'dia' nk sgt2 dptkn smula surat tuh.. bersejarah laa gak surat tuh.. lpas je 'dia' bce surat tuh, secare tbe2 'dia' ternanges.. menurut 'dia', 'dia' terharu ngn ayt2 yg aku bg.. hehe.. alahai, ye ke?? smpi nanges 'dia'.. hehe.. aku ikhlas tulis sgale isi hati aku dlm tuh.. hopefully 'dia' happy sgt2 dpt jmpe blek.. n aku dh nk start tulis lg kt 'dia'.. hehe.. klo nmpak luahan hti dr segi penulisan sendiri, nmpak lg real sket sebenarnye.. nmpak trus isi hati seolah2nye.. hehe.. pe?? ingt zaman nih xbole ke nk hntar surat chenta?? hehe..

sebenarnye aku start tulis nih dlm area 11.40pm td.. tp skang dh jam 12.10am.. dh terhari jumaat laa plak.. hehe... xpe, consider mlm khamis laa gak.. hehe.. sket je terlajak.. hehe.. tbe2 byk nk type.. hehe.. sok aku kelas jam 10am.. so de laa mse nk rehat sket.. hehe..lgpon sok kelas xberat sgt.. 2-2 kelas 1 jam je stiap satu.. n jauh2.. ok je laa.. hehe.. nmpaknye smpi sini je laa dulu nukilan hati aku.. next time aku selitkan lg cte2 best.. hehe.. InsyaAllah.. hehe.. n buat 'awk', sy ingin ucapkn perkare yg bermakne sperti yg terkandung dlm surat tuh.. thanks gak sbb sudi teman msg time sy sakit perut xdpt tdo bru2 nih.. thanks for everything 'awk'.. slmt mengajar.. ingt GTF, ingt sy, ingt awk.. hehe.. till then.. chow sin chi.. ;)

L I B R A R Y...

2009-07-07T12:52:00.002+08:00

i just finished the last class for today.. i only have 1 class on every Tuesday this semester.. it's my minor class which is the Introduction of English Literature class.. for your information, this class is well-known as the killer class by the seniors.. it appears that IT IS!! my classmates and i need to understand and learn a few short stories and poems.. when i say 'short stories', that doesn't mean that they are SHORT.. huhu.. what's more, we have to actually learn 5-6 short stories this semester!! and we even have to act according to the stories or the chapter!! Oh my goodness!! don't let me start on the poems!! arghh!!! why do i have to take 'literature' as my minor!! huhu.. it appears that starting from my seniors, we HAVE to take literature as our minor.. it's a must!! huhu..

but on the other hand, if i think again, who else will teach english literature if not us, the future english teacher? we cannot expect english literature is being taught by the Bahasa teachers as well as the morale teachers.. huhu.. i can't give up too soon in this battlefield.. i still have a long way to go.. and i still have time to prove myself to everybody.. especially 'HER'.. i need to show everybody that i'm good enough to be the future GREAT-TEACHER-FARID.. if not better, i would love to be as good as 'HER'.. so, this is it.. this is the time.. but first thing first, i need to forget 'the past'.. since 'that person' is accidentally elected to be one of my group members.. huhu..

till then.. toodle loodle guys.. ;)

holiday's over!!

2009-07-06T19:06:00.002+08:00

akhirnye, tamat laa cuti aku.. cm x caye je cuti 2bulan dh abes.. kejap benar rsenye.. huhu.. dh laa blek2 je kt campus, klas trus start soknyer.. pergh.. xsempat nk dok rehat jap.. maklumlaa kne ngemas brg2.. nk bwk brg2 dr bilik bacaan bwh naek bilik.. huhu... slamat brg2 sume bertande.. klo x, ntah kmane laa aku letak nnt.. huhu.. n slamat laa dh nmpak cm sket walaupon agak berat sbb dh pack2.. haha..

cakap psl angkat brg nih, teringat lak satu kejadian time aku on the way nk blek campus.. huhu.. xpernah aku kne cmni.. mmg btol2 dugaan.. pnat + letih + sakit + sengal + HANGIN SATU BADAN sume de.. adeii.. btol2 menguji kesabaran laa gak.. sumernyer bermule tanggal 04 july 2009, sabtu baru2 nih.. aku dijadualkan blek UPSI pd tarikh tersebut.. coz dh beli tiket bus tarikh tu.. patut laa pg tuh aku rse cm berat je nk hati nk naek bus.. cm ala2 xsdapt hati laa.. tapi aku wt dunno je.. perasaan je laa tuh.. time tuh aku bwk bersame 2beg yg agak berat ngn satu beg laptop yg pnuh nagn brg2 len gak.. all together kirenyer 3beg yg agak berat laa.. bas aku dijadualkan gerak jam 9.30am.. mmg grak tepat mase gak laa.. dh grak tuh cm bese laa, aku msg trus mama, abah, ngn 'dia' skali.. btau yg dh grak.. mintak doakan perjalanan slmt smpi.. aku dapat single seater punye kawasan.. so, slesa laa.. brg2 pon ltak bwh kaki je.. nk dok dlm keadaan cmne pon xkesah..

bas yg aku naek tuh dijadualkan berhenti kt kl dlu.. then shah alam, baru klang.. aku gi klang dulu sbb nk amek kete kesayangan aku tuh haa.. dh lme giller xnaek.. rindu aku ngn kete aku tuh haa.. hehe.. 'dia' aku pon ckp cmtu gak.. 'dia' pon rindu nk naek keta kancil aku tu.. hehe.. maklumlaa, dulu slalu je dating2 ngn kete tuh.. tuh yg aku ngn 'dia' cm rindu ngn keta tuh kot?? haha.. kt klang tuh aku stay kt umah paksu dulu.. tp tuh cte dh sampai.. rewind sket blek peristiwa seblom sampai umah paksu..

lepas je tol bangi, tbe2 bas cam terhenjut2.. aku ingtkan driver lupe maen clutch ngn minyak.. termati2 gak laa enjin.. tp aku wt dunno je laa.. lgpon die lg berpengalaman bwk bas tuh haa.. skali lepas je tol tuh, driver bus tuh trus rapatkan bus kt tepi jln.. skali driver tuh pon kuarkan laa beberape alat2 pertukangan die.. aku pon dh rse x best laa.. mklumlaa, asal bukak je aircond, bus tuh mggigil.. trase gak kegigilan bus tuh.. btol ke ayat aku tuh?? ah, sebat laa.. dewan bahasa dan pustaka x saman aku pon.. keh3.. dan2 tepat time tuh, 'dia' call.. 'dia' btau dh sampai umah 'dia'.. tp ayah n ummi xde kt umah.. gi umah pk long.. so 'dia' call aku.. sejuk hati aku time tuh.. 'dia' cm tau2 je aku tgh de masalah.. hehe.. bgus tol laa instinct 'dia'.. bukan kali nih je, dh byk kali sebenarnye 'dia' dpt sense aku cm tbe2 perlukan 'dia' di sisi.. hehe.. aku pon ngadu laa sket kt 'dia'.. n borak2 laa mcm2.. time tuh bus jap psng aircond, jap x.. tp psang aircond pon, panas bole tahan gak.. huhu.. terik gak laa.. nk kuar, luar lg panas!! perghh.. pe laa nk jd kt Selangor nih.. adeii.. cobaan.. dah sejam lbey cmtuh, driver bus btau kt pnumpang, spe2 nk gi klang or shah alam, bek gih kl dulu.. pstuh pndai2 sendiri.. klo x, tunggu pomen dtg.. aku mule2 cadang tunggu jap laa pomen datang.. aku assume pomen x lme lg sampai laa tuh.. malas aku nk angkat beg2 yg brat giler nih..

tungu punye tungu punye tunggu, adelaa nk dekat 3jam aku dok dlm bas tuh!! cm oven yg de aircond!! xtau nk byang cmne.. pnas bole thn.. skali skale je de aircond.. tp tetap panas.. nak2 lg aku dok kt tingkap!! huhu!! last2 aku dh xbole handle.. xpelaa.. redah je laa.. aku pon naek bas len yg kebetulan dtg time tuh.. tp ke kl laa.. aku assume bus tuh gih pudu.. so aku ok je laa.. kt sane aku ingt nk naek je laa trus train dr pudu.. xkesah laa klo berdiri jap.. janji de aircond!! malang xberbau.. skali bus tuh stop bukan kt pudu!! kt bndar mne ntah!! kt tgh2 kl laa gak!! perghh!! aku nak menjerit je time tuh!! bdan dh start sengal2 n letih dok angkat 3 beg berat!! huhu.. Allah je tau cmne aku rse time tuh.. tp aku kuatkan gak laa semangat.. niat nk cepat sampai.. aku pon tnylaa brader yg de kt situ.. die btau tmpt bas ke klang de.. tp kne menapak gak laa.. jauh laa gak kne jln katenyerk.. nk naek teksi, mmg stok pusing jauh kang.. mau xnyerk.. jln dh laa tgh jamm!! kang ntah bpe aku kne ngn driver teksi tuh kang.. dh jd satu hal lg.. teksi kt KL tuh xbole pcaye sgt.. memasing cm mlas nk gne meter.. skati atuk sedare tiri diorg je nk letak harge.. meter rosak laa.. mmg harge bese laa.. ape2 je laa.. so aku pon amik keputusan jalan je laa 'jap'..

ingtkn kne jln dlm 10-15min cmtuh.. skali nk dekat 45min berjalan!! redah beberape bangunan.. panas terik.. asap kenderaan.. bunyi horn.. perghh!! mcm2 punye pencemaran laa snang ckp.. aku dh laa blom lunch lg.. cume berbekalkan sarapan sekeping roti canai ngn teh tarik je haa.. tuh pon jam 8am!! mmg nk pitam laa snang ckp time tuh!! huhu.. bahu cm dh nk tercabut.. byk kali aku terpkse letak beg2 aku jap.. sakit pinggang beb!! huhu!! lepas dh jln nk dekat 45minit ngn tulang tunjang aku cm trase nk bengkok, aku nmpak bas ke klang.. aku pon lantas gagahkan gak laa diri ke bus tuh.. smpi je kt bus, aku trus tny conductor bus tuh bpe kne bayor.. die mintak rm5.50.. aku pon bg je laa duit.. ckp byk xgne.. hati sudah panas n sgt2 letih!! lepas bayor je, dtg lg dugaan len.. aduhai!! nih pon agak menduga keimanan n kesabaran aku.. huhu.. bayangkan aku kne dok antare mat2 bangla ngn mat2 indon!! byk giler dlm bus tuh.. cm aku nek bus PATI je!! huhu.. bau lg laa xyah ckp.. mmg klo dpt aku gayut kt tangge, aku gayut je haa.. xthn giler bau dlm bus tuh!! huhu.. aircond cm xde gune je haa!! aircond dh bercampor bau tengik tahap cipan mat2 PATI tuh haa!! arghhh!!!

xpe.. aku sabar je laa.. dlm hati cepat laa smpi klang.. skali dlm tgh2 dok bersabor tuh, mat indon seblah aku nih terlentok2 tdo.. dh laa rambut cm rambut Ronald McDonald tuh haa!! tp McDonald tuh org ske.. nih rambut afro indon tuh, yg bau ntah bau longkang mne ntah, terkene bahu aku.. PERGHH!!! GELI SI*L!!!!! nk je aku tumbuk2 kpale mamat tuh!! arghh!! dah laa aku tgh HOT giller time tuh!! dh laa jauh bole thn seblom nk sampai klang!! mmg aku xbole nk dok ngn selesa!! isk!! keji sungguh mamat nih!! arghh!! brambus ko blek negare ko!! arghh!! 'kesengsaraan' aku dlm bus tuh de laa dlm sejam lbih.. last2 smpai laa kt klang.. dlm hati aku, trase best laa gak sbb dh xde mamat PATI hmpeh tuh!! arghh!!! geli btol aku teringat blek!! isk!! blom sempat aku nk usap dada tande lega, dtg lg 1 dugaan.. huhu!! mmg Allah nk uji aku btol2 hari tuh.. dh elok smpi klang, bus tuh gi drop aku kt bus stand lme!! laa.. cmne aku nk ke umah pksu!! pksu n mksu tunggu aku kt bus stand baru!! xkan laa aku nk suro diorg dtg amik aku kt situ!! perghh!! dh laa jamm giler time tuh!! pansa petang jgn cite laa.. baju ntah mcm2 bau dh lekat.. huhu.. aku tny de brother teksi kt situ cmne nk gih bus stand baru?? die kate jauh gak.. nek bus mini laa jawabnye.. naek teksi, cm diorg tak sanggup nk hantar.. mmg susah giler nk gih time tuh.. aku dgr je 'bas mini', aku trus terbayang smule mamat2 PATI td!! arghh!! x sanggup aku!! dh laa aku kepenatan giler3!!! arghh!!! skali agaknye brother teksi tuh cm kesian ngn aku.. ngn keadaan aku lg time tuh.. die pon offer laa diri.. die mintak rm20.. aku pon ok je laa.. drpd aku berhimpit dlm bus mini!! huhu!! xmoh akuh!!

so, aku pon naeklaa teksi brother tuh.. btol katenyerk.. patut laa xde teksi yg nk gih bus stand baru time2 cmtuh.. sesak giler.. n panas giler.. huhu.. diorg risau pape jd kt teksi diorg.. kang radiator rosak, abeslaa matepencarian diorg.. huhu.. aku harap xjd pape laa.. redah punye redah punye redah, ngn kepakaran brother tuh mencilok serta lalu shortcut, akhirnye aku smpi gak kt bus stand kelang yg baru.. time tuh adelaa nk dekat jam 6.10pm!! huhu.. kebetulan paksu pon bru smpai.. huhu.. cte laa ngn paksu n maksu ngn pe yg jd seharian tu.. adeii!! smpi ble2 aku ingt kejadian hr tuh!! arghh!! smpi hari nih trase lg sengal2 bdn nih.. huhu.. smpi je umah pksu, mksu suro aku mndi n solat n bsiap.. time tuh maksu sediekan makanan.. ALHAMDULILLAH!! kne je air hujan dlm shower tuh kt bdn aku, lega giler aku rase!! segar trus bdn!! cm nk stay lme2 je dlm shower tuh haa!! huhu.. siap je aku mndi n bsiap n solat, maksu ajak mkn.. huhu.. akhirnye aku dpt gak mkn!! n ternyate mksu wat lauk sedap hari tuh!! wahh!! siap paksu suro aku mkn byk2 n abeskan sume lauk tuh lk tuh!! mmg aku btol2 abeskan laa.. kenyang n best sgt time lepas tuh.. hehe.. akhirnye.. selesai sgale ujian aku hari tuh.. n mlm tuh pe lg, dok ngadu kt mama n 'dia' laa psl pe yg jd.. hehe.. xpe, dugaan.. harap2 xjd laa lg kejadian cmnih.. isk isk isk.. kne kuat sabar.. slmt laa aku nih kategori org kuat sabor.. walaupon hampir2 gak laa ilang sabor.. hehe.. ok then.. aku rse smpi sini je laa dulu nukilan kali nih.. next time hopefully de cte best2 lg yg bole di'post'kan kt sinih, InsyaAllah.. till then.. ;)

- thanks 'awk' sbb sudi dgr keluhan hati sy mlm tuh.. n sudi bg sy 'semangat'.. ;)

x sangke!! gumbiranye daku!!

2009-06-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

hehe.. title post nih je dh nmpak best.. hehe.. xde laa byk mne pon nk ckp psl topic nih.. tp nih merupekan satu kejadian yg 1st time aku wat!! hehe.. xtau laa org len cmne.. tp aku rse jarang laa org len brani wt pe yg aku wt nih.. hehe.. sebenarnye kejadian nih blaku smalam, 29 jun 2009.. time tu, kt johor ni cuti.. xtau lk tmpt len.. hehe.. so, sume sek n pejabat bercuti.. nk tau npe?? tgk laa kalender.. hehe.. ah, dulik laa psl sempena pe pon.. yg nk cite kt sini, aku kuar laa jmpe ngn 'dia'.. bunyi cm bese je kn?? hehe.. wat pertame kalinye dlm hidup aku, aku bwak 'dia' kuar dgn care mintak trus kebenaran dr ayh(ayh 'dia').. seblom nih sume 'dia' yg mintak kebenaran nk kuar ngn aku.. tp kali ni, aku bertekad nk ubah diri.. biar ayh nmpak yg aku nih ikhlas n jujur bersame anaknye.. hehe.. ketar laa gak nk ckp.. mule2 tu call 'dia' dulu laa.. hehe.. dh ready nk ckp ngn ayh, bru mintak 'dia' past henpon kt ayh.. hehe.. dgr je sore ayh, aku trus jd gabra.. gulp!! sore bkl mertua laa katekan, InsyaAllah.. hehe.. spe x gerun weh.. hehe.. then tny laa khabar ayh, khabar ummi.. hehe.. tny ayh tgh wtpe sume tuh laa.. hehe.. pastu, smpi laa saat nk ckp.. time tu punye cuak bole laa thn.. hehe.. smpi terbahasekn diri dgn name sendiri.. cam ahli keluarge je konon2nye.. hehe.. beselaa.. tgh gabra.. hehe..

aku pon trus laa mintak kebenaran ayh utk kuar ngn anak kesayangan die.. cuak gak sebenarnye.. mklumlaa, bru sehari-2 seblom tu jmpe anak die.. nih nk jmpe lg.. hehe.. tp nk jmpe pny psl, tny laa gak.. hehe.. skali.. ayh ngn nada happy pon bg kebenaran.. cmtu je tu!! hehe.. ayh tny laa gak samade nk anak die drive ke jb ke?? aku nk kne jd gentleman laa ngn ayh.. kne laa tunjukkan yg aku nih bersungguh2 nk bsame ngn anak die.. hehe.. aku pon lantas ckp yg aku akan amek anak die trus kt umah die.. lg selamat.. n depan mate ayh je trus.. hehe.. n dpt gak aku jmpe ngn ayh n ummi.. sempat laa tny khabar.. hehe.. bg diorg rse selesa laa ngn aku.. hehe.. so, snang laa next time klo nk kuar ngn anak diorg ni.. hehe.. aku pon drive laa dr jb amek anak die kt umah nun kt pontian tu.. hehe.. bunyi cam jauh kn?? sebenarnye mmg agak jauh pontian n jb.. tp naseb aku sebagai penduduk tmn perling mmg laa sgt baek.. hehe.. seblah tmn perling nih je de 2nd link.. jap je nk smpai pontian.. hehe.. dh laa kawasan prumahan yg aku dok nih paling dekat ngn 2nd link!! hehe.. Alhamdulillah.. jarak cm lbih kurang je aku nk gi kwasan prumahan tmn U yg kt jhor ni.. juz on d way ke pontian byk kete n lori laa.. klo xde kete n lori, or jalan besar, lg kejap nk smpai umah 'dia'.. hehe..

inilaa perkare pertame yg aku wt dlm idup aku.. rse puas hati n bangge kt diri sendiri gak sebenarnye.. hehe.. bukan mudah nk tunjukkan keberanian, kesungguhan, n kejujuran cmtuh kt depan ayh n ummi 'dia'.. hehe.. tp aku berjaye gak wt.. tahniah utk diri aku sendiri!! hehe.. n ternyate tindakan aku nih amat2 membuat si 'dia' berase sgt teruja ngn diri aku.. hehe.. x slh klo nk wt cmni.. in fact, lg laa digalakkan sebenarnye.. barulaa ibubapa pasangan kite tu lg ske ngn diri kite.. korg pon patut wt cmtu gak tau?? hehe.. bile lg kn, bro?? hehe..

by the way, hari ni (30 jun 2009) aku dtg jmpe 'dia' lg.. hehe.. teman 'dia' wt medical check-up.. hehe.. teka laa ktne?? hehe.. yup!! kt pontian laa.. mne lg?? hehe.. cm aku ckp td, dekat je.. n aku de short-cut ke sne.. lg laa dekat.. hehe.. 'dia' wt utk prepare nk smbung blaja blek.. nk wt master.. hehe.. best laa gak teman 'dia'.. de satu 'feel' yg sukar nk digambarkan ngn kate2.. hehe.. biarlaa aku dan 'dia' sje yg mengetahuinye.. hehe.. adios amigos!! till then.. ;)

PIAGAM yg tertunda..

2009-06-28T12:12:00.002+08:00

jam mnunjukkan 12.12pm.. hari ni ahad.. aku cm bese, xtau nk wtpe utk abeskn sise2 cuti aku.. adeii.. cuti lme sgt pon bkn dpe rse pape pon.. adeii.. busan laa gak klo lelame sgt cuti.. balik2 maen game, ol, bce news bola, n mcm2 lg laa.. sumer dihabeskn dlm bilik aku nih je.. hurm.. tp de gak laa aktiviti outdoor skali skale.. hehe.. pe lg, dating laa.. hehe.. tuh x buhsan laa.. haha..

klo diikutkan planning asal, aku sebenarnye dh de kt Sabah dh skang.. de program dibwh kelolaan KPM yg dipanggil 'PIAGAM'.. motif prog nih ialah utk bg pendedahan kt bakal2 guru berkenaan care kehidupan masyarakat n suku kaum Sabah terutamenye pelajar sekolah.. nk bg pendedahan betape payahnye mereka n betape perlunye mereka utk belajar.. kebanyakan guru2 skang yg dr semenanjung ingin mengelak utk di'posting' ke sne.. maklumlaa jauh dr keluarge.. n kdg2, dpt sek yg pedalaman, mmg lg susah laa nk blek hometown msing2.. tuh x kire jauh dr bandar, airport, public transportation, n kemudahan2 awam laen.. hurm.. cian pon de gak.. tp klo ditakdirkn aku kne 'posting' kt sne, aku gih je kot?? byk bende bole dpt n byk bende bole belajar.. tp klo dpt kt area johor je, lg baek laa.. hehe.. malas dh nk gih jauh2 dr hometown aku.. haha.. klo je laa.. cm aku mentioned td, klo kene 'posting' kt sne laa.. hehe..

tp PIAGAM nih ditangguhkan oleh sebab2 keselamatan.. xplak dbgtau.. tp berat hati aku mengatekan nih musti kerajaan risau psl H1N1 tuh kot?? mklumlaa, kt airport skang dh kne bjge2.. n kt sne lk, mmg tmpt tumpuan plancong.. so, nih kire cm precautious kot?? aku pon indirectly, cuak gak.. hehe.. mklumlaa, virus tu tersebar dlm sedar x sedar je.. byangkn laa tbe2 kt JB dh de 1 kes.. pergh.. dak sekolah lk tuh.. besenyerk kadar imunisasi dak2 yg bru nk ningkat remaje nih kuat.. tp tup2 dh kne.. isk isk isk.. kuase Allah.. de laa tuh sebenarnye Dia nk tunjuk kt ummat-Nya.. stiap yg berlaku tu pasti de hikmahnye.. mungkin nih dugaan n ujian dari-Nya.. klo seseorg itu x diberi ujian or dugaan, mknenyer org tu x disayangi-Nya..

hurm.. pape pon, xlme lg aku dh nk naek sem baru.. x smpai seminggu aku kt umah nih haa, InsyaAllah.. pastu dh kne start berjuang kembali.. hopefully dpt kekalkan pointer yg dasat2.. maklumlaa, nk kne gak ikut 'dia'... hehe.. maklumlaa, 'dia' nih agak brilliant orgnye.. hehe.. knelaa jd org brilliant gk cm 'dia'.. hehe.. till then.. ;)

1 more week to go!!! :(

2009-06-26T20:30:00.002+08:00

it's about 8.25pm and i'm waiting for the Isya' Azan.. i decided to update my blog.. hurm, i just received 1 sms from my buddy, praveen.. he said that all of our previous housemates are no longer living together.. huhu!! it seems that our application for staying together has somehow been rejected!! hwaa!! i want my old housemates!! hwaaa!! it takes quite a time to get to know with each other.. i've been living with them for a semester!! and during that time, all of us have produced mutual respects among each other!! we trust one another.. even if i were to put my wallet in the middle of the house, there will be ZERO possibility for my wallet to be lost.. and that include other valuable items that all of us have.. huhu.. according to praveen, there has been a clash of name(s).. it seems that at least one of us has opted to find other housemates!! huhu..

on the other hand, this is going to be 1 opportunity for me to get to know with other people from other courses.. it's not that i don't want to get to know with others, it just that my previous housemates know how to take care of the house!! our former house was superb!! it was d*mn clean!! that's why i would prefer my old housemates.. hurm.. hopefully my new housemates will be the same or better than my previous housemates.. BETTER AS IN A POSITIVE WAY!!

ahh... just forget about that for a moment.. i'm enjoying my holiday.. and i don't want my holiday to be affected by this news.. huhu.. it seems that next week will be the last week of my holiday!! hwarghhh!!! can't believe that my 2-months-holiday is coming to the end!! hopefully i still remember all my buddies!! haha.. especially my classmates as well as my batch!! we love to hang around with each other.. although there are ups and downs during my 1st semester here knowing them, they are still my buddies.. and buddies should stick together no matter what.. unless, you're no longer interested to be my buddy/ies.. i still remember what BOTH OF YOU have done to me.. it's ok.. "what goes around, comes around".. let's see what Allah has got for YOU GUYS.. am only praying for YOUR BETTERMENT.. InsyaAllah..

ok then.. it seems that it's already time for me to perform the Isya' prayer.. till then..

SAMURA ASPIRASI 2009

2009-06-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

baru2 nih, dr 19hb-21hb june 2009, aku telah mghadirkn diri aku ke sekolah lameku yg memberi2 beribu kisah dan nostalgia.. aku dgn rela hatinye telah mghadirkn diri utk mnjadi salah seorg fasilitator utk para pelajar tingkatan 5 yg bakal mengambil peperiksaan SPM.. kesemua fasilitator merupakan bekas pelajar samura.. tujuan kami adelah utk memberikan para pelajar tingkatan 5 samura pendedahan mengenai alam pembelajaran pengajian tinggi dan hala tuju mereka selepas tamat tingakatan 5..

hariku bermula pd 19hb jun.. aku telah bersiap2 utk gerak ke pontian.. aku bercadang utk gerak ke samura bersame2 si 'dia'.. hehe.. sebenarnye, 'dia' gak yg pelawa utk aku join skali.. hehe.. tuh gak laa antare sebab utama aku nk gi.. hehe.. ummi n ayh 'dia' pon dh bg green light utk aku teman die.. hehe.. alang2 kn?? hehe.. aku sampai ke pontian tghr jumaat tersebut.. then aku tunggu dgn penuh debaran si 'dia' utk fetch aku dr stesen bas pontian.. tunggu punye tunggu, akhirnye kelibat kereta kembara special edition muncul.. dan aku dpt lihat dgn jelas raut wajah pemandunya.. ternyata hati aku berdebar melihat si 'dia'.. dh lme xjmpe 'dia'.. hehe.. kangan bangat!! hehe.. kemudian aku ke rumah 'dia' dahulu.. nak amek barang2 kepunyaan 'dia' dulu.. semasa 'dia' sedang sibuk mengemas pakaian n brg2 keperluan yg perlu dibawa, aku smpat bertemu dgn ummi (ummi 'dia').. aku lantas mghulurkn salam dn mncium tgnnya sebagai tnde hormat.. hehe.. mklumlaa, ummi 'dia'.. kenelaa tunjukkan teladan yg bek.. hehe.. nk jd future-menantu-mithali laa katekn.. hehe.. aku pon tny laa sket khabar brite ummi.. ummi ternyata tersenyum mesra dgn kehadiran n tingkahlaku ku.. beberape minit kemudian, ayh (ayh 'dia') pula muncul.. aku pon wt perkare yg same gk kt ayh.. hehe.. sbb pon same laa.. hehe.. lepas je si 'dia' siap menyusun pakaian n brg2 ke dlm beg, aku dan 'dia' lantas memasukkan beg2 kami ke dlm kereta ummi.. ummi bg kebenaran pakai kete ummi.. hehe.. best laa gk.. hehe.. dlm perjalanan tuh xyah cite laa.. cnfirm laa aku ske giller!! dh si 'dia' de kt sebelah.. hehe.. dok borak je ngn 'dia' mnjang.. hehe.. akhirnye, dlm jam 5pm kami tiba di samura.. perkare 1st yg kami wt, kami cari fasi2 len.. ternyata rupenye2 diorg tgh menikmati hidangan ptg.. kami pon solat laa dulu.. pastuh, jln2 kt bndor muor jp.. hehe.. pe lg, dating laa!! haha.. de mase yg terluang sket, pe lg kn?? hehe.. mlm tuh, prog pon bermule.. lepas kesemua fasi telah diperkenalkn, para pelajar tingkatan 5 lantas dibahagi2kn kumpulan utk bersame2 fasi2 yg telah ditetapkn.. aku mndapat kumpulan pelajar yg ke 19..

keesokannye (20hb june), aku x join aktiviti mass gath pg2 tuh.. hehe.. bukan pe pon, pelajar2 form 5 nih de game sket.. sje biorkn diorg maen.. sbb bahagi ikot kelas.. hehe.. so, sket je laa kumpulan.. n fasi bole rehat sket.. hehe.. aku?? haha.. pe lg.. teman si 'dia' jln2 pg tuh.. bersiar2 kt bandor muor.. lepas subuh lg dh kuar tau?? hehe.. lme sket spend mse ngn 'dia'.. hehe.. sebenarnye cian kt 'dia'.. mlm 19hb tuh die xdpt tdo.. kne gigit nyamuk.. hmpeh tol nyamuk2 tuh.. gigit darling aku lk tuh!! mmg nk kne gigit blek ngn aku jwbnye nyamuk2 tu!! abes tgn n muke 'dia' de bintik merah2.. huhu.. pastuh dlm area 8.45am, aktiviti ldk cm bese.. smpilaa wktu lunch.. hehe.. guess wut?? aku xmkn kt dm.. hehe.. mkn luar.. ngn spe lg kn?? hehe.. tgh2 kuar, ktorg kne lak beli sket brg.. so, kne laa extend sket mse dating tuh.. haha.. spe suro kitorg gi kn?? hehe.. naseb laa.. hehe.. brg2 tuh utk games time riadah ptg tuh.. fasi xjoin.. dak2 form 5 nih je yg maen.. hehe.. fasi2 facilitate je.. hehe.. smpilaa jam 6.30pm lbeh cmtuh.. pstuh, dinner.. tp cm bese, aku dinner ngn 'dia' laa kt luar.. hehe.. bile lg nk spend mse same2 kn?? hehe.. then 8.45 aktiviti mass gath lg.. ade laa sket dak2 form 5 nih kne basuh.. hehe.. pendek cte, abes prog dlm 12.30am cmtuh.. ngntuk sket laa.. tp, tuh x bermkne aku xbole nk round2 ngn 'dia' jp mlm2.. hehe.. cntik gak bndor muor time mlm2.. hehe.. bercahaye laa gak.. tp xbole lme sgt.. kng aspuri kne kunci lk.. xdpt 'dia' nk msuk.. hehe.. so, dlm area 1.15am tuh kami pon balik semula ke hostel.. tdo laa, pe lg?? sok de aktiviti len lk..

next day lak (21hb jun), last day utk prog nih.. cepat btol mse berlalu.. sedor2 dh last day.. huhu.. x puas lk rasenyerk.. tp nk wt cmne kn?? lgpon dak2 form 5 nih pon perlu rehat byk.. diorg nk exam n sekolah.. hehe.. klo next time wt awl sket n time cuti, lme laa sket aktiviti bole wt kot?? hehe.. prog abes dlm jam 12.30pm cmtuh.. time nih laa sesi maaf2an n amek gmbar.. aku sempat gak bg kata2 semangat pd anak2 buah aku.. bg sket nasehat sumer laa.. pastuh, de sorg dak form 5 nih dtg pd aku mintak tips blaja eng care mudah.. aku pon bg laa gammar rules yg aku pakai slame nih.. rules yg diterbitkn oleh abah aku sendiri.. ternyate sgt2 membantu aku slame nih.. aku pon still pakai smpai skang.. n bakal pakai lg time klo aku dh bergelar guru yg sebenar, InsyaAllah.. lepas zohor, aku dan 'dia' pon memulakan perjalanan pulang ke pontian.. tp seblom tuh, kitorg jln2 kt melaka jap.. hehe.. sje ronda2.. bile lg nk jln2 ngn die je kn?? jln jauh lk tuh.. hehe.. mne de org yg dok johor, gih dating kt melaka kn?? hehe.. ade laa gak.. tp kire cm jarang2 laa.. hehe.. tp kitorg dh laa.. hehe.. cian gak kt 'dia' sebenarnye.. die keletihan sket.. tp xpe, aku mmg suro 'dia' tido spanjang pjalanan pulang.. nk bg 'dia' rehat cukop2.. soknye 'dia' dh nk kne ngajar.. tuh yg nk bg 'dia' btol2 rehat..

spanjang 3hari nih, aku sgt2 enjoy.. dpt spend mase ngn gf, n dpt bg semangat kt students2 yg bakal menempuhi spm n mse depan yg lg mencabar.. klo ditakdirkn dpt gi prog nih lg, mybe aku join lg kot?? tu pon klo 'dia' join skali laa.. hehe.. semangat lg kuat klo 'dia' de disamping.. hehe.. till then.. ;)

Time Never Goes Back

2009-06-18T14:01:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I’m confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?

Teacher : (Silent for few second, then he answer) Well, it’s a pretty hard and easy question.

Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???

Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don’t you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.

Student : Well, ok then… wait for me… (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later…

Student : I’m back.

Teacher : Em, well I don’t see any beautiful grass on your hand.

Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn’t pick it up. But I didn’t realize that I’m at the end of the field, and I hadn’t picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn’t go back.

Teacher : That’s what happened in real life. What is the message of this story?

* Grass - is people around you

* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you

* Grass Field - is time

* In looking for your soulmate, please don’t always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you’ll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back". It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don’t waste time! ~There Can Be Only One~

Good morning everybody!! ;)

2009-06-16T09:19:00.002+08:00

With the name of Allah, most gracious, most merciful...

first and for most, i’m thankful that i'm able to persue my studies in UPSI.. thanks to the people who have been encouraging me all this while.. i had to make 1 important decision in my life.. and luckily, i managed to pick the better and the brighter decision.. but there’s a saying.. “Great victory comes with great sacrifice”.. i have to leave all my good friends and lecturers in order to achieve my goals.. but that doesn’t mean that i abandoned them.. this is for my own future.. MSU will always be in my heart.. you’ve shown me the meaning of “HARDWORKING”.. and i’ve learnt the meaning of “TRUE FRIENDS”.. even though it took me about 1 and a half year to notice who my true friends really are, i’m still thankful to Allah The Almighty that He gave me the courage to deal with ‘those matters’.. what past is past.. i’ve my own living now.. i’ve my own goals to be achieved.. and that goals require me to work extra-ordinary-hard.. i’ve achieved a few ‘goals’.. and now, i’m focussing on the bigger and larger GOALS!! although it is still a long journey, i’ll always try to be on the right path.. hopefully it can take me there faster.. although there’s no such thing as short cut in finding success.. time does fly.. i can’t believe that i’ve been here for a semester.. and i’ve met a lot of people here.. there are some good people as well as not-so-good-people.. i’ve learnt 1 valuable lesson.. sometimes people will do anything just to satisfy themselves.. even if it requires others to be fooled around.. it’s funny that people can actually change.. the person/people whom we trust, can actually stab us without noticing!! haha.. but i don’t mind.. like i said, these people will do everything just to satisfy their f*cking needs!! oh, well.. what past is past.. i don’t have any grudges anymore.. let them be in their own world.. haha.. what comes around, goes around.. so, just wait for YOUR TURN!! haha..

Harga sebuah kejujuran...

2009-06-15T09:33:00.002+08:00

Kejujuran.. satu ungkapan yg sgt2 perlu n sgt2 penting x kire utk diri sendiri mahupun kpd org laen.. dlm kehidupan seharian, dlm perhubungan seharian, sumernye perlu utk diri kite bersikap jujur.. persoalannye, mampukah utk kite bersikap jujur? kdg kala bukan mudah utk kite bersikap jujur kpd satu sama lain.. nak2 lg klo perkare tuh bole mgguris hati org laen.. kejujuran nih memerlukan seseorg itu benar2 berani.. berani kerana benar.. kejujuran merupakan suatu nilai yg sgt murni.. nilai yg sgt indah.. bukan sume org ade keberanian utk bersikap jujur.. itulah nilai yg sukar utk ditemui di kala ini..

ade pepatah islam yg mengatakan.. bersikap jujur(berkata2 yg benar) lah walaupun ia nya menyakitkan.. mksd pepatah ni menghendaki kite utk berlaku jujur sesama insan walaupun kejujuran itu bole mengguris hati sendiri mahupun org lain.. tp, xbermakne klo kejujuran yg menyakitkn itu, xdpt diterime oleh org lain.. sesetengah hamba Allah akan berasa sgt lega di atas kejujuran yg kite tunjukkan itu.. pokoknye, jgn biarkan kejujuran kite itu hilang jauh di sebalik hati kite.. Allah sentiase bersame hamba2-Nya yg benar.. mungkin dgn doa dan tawakkal, segale pe yg ingin kite ungkapkn, dpt diterime org laen InsyaAllah.. pendek kate, bersikaplah jujur jika diri kita mahukan pihak laen utk berlaku jujur terhadap diri kita.. renung2kan dan selamat beramal..

- aku pnah menangis kegembiraan n bangge sbb de 'seseorg' insan nih sudi berlaku jujur ngn diriku.. Alhamdulillah.. bukan mudah utk berjumpe dgn 'insan' yg cmnih.. Alhamdulillah.. syukran ya Allah kerana Kau telah mempertemukan hamba-Mu ini dgn 'seseorg' yg sedemikian.. syukran ya Allah.. :)

hari ini dlm sejarah hidupku..

2009-06-11T21:33:00.004+08:00

siape sangke tarikh hari nih, 11 jun 2009 merupekan antare detik yg sgt bersejarah buat diriku.. mybe tarikh ni nmpak normal pd org len.. tp tidak pd diriku ini.. tarikh ni merupekan titik dimane satu pembaharuan telah berlaku pd aku selame setahun!! pembaharuan yg pd mse dulu aku xsngke akan berlaku.. sumer yg berlaku mmg laa dgn ketentuan Yg Maha Esa.. segale perjalanan hidupku seperti telah ditentukan oleh-Nya.. sehinggelah pertemuanku dgn seseorg hamba Allah yg sudi hadir utk memberikan ku sinar harapan serta pelangi indah.. bukan mudah utk aku berjmpe dan bersame dgn si 'dia' ini.. pelbagai onak yg terpakse aku tempuhi.. klo tulis novel, rse2nye bole meletup kisah aku nih.. perjalanan utk aku berjumpe dengan 'nya'.. xperlulaa aku coretkn pe yg telah berlaku sepanjang perjalanan ku seblom nih.. kot2 de rezeki, aku wat laa novel.. korg bace laa nnt.. dpt sket komisen.. hehe..

berbalik pd pembaharuan yg aku mksdkn, aku sgt2 bersyukur kerana aku telah dipertemukn dgn seseorg yg cukup sempurna, cukup indah, ckup segale2nye.. aku rse sgt2 laa bertuah.. sukar nk ckp cmne.. org len mybe laen carenye.. begitu gak aku.. aku pon lain gak.. begitu gak si 'dia'.. hadirnye 'dia' dlm hidupku telah mengubah segale2 nye.. drpd kehidupanku yg makin suram dan malap, kpd kehidupan yg indah n riang.. 'dia' hadir di kala aku rasakan bhw dunia ini seakan begitu kejam terhadapku.. 'dia' hadir di kala aku merasakn bhw aku telah kehilangan segala2nye.. 'dia' hadir di kala aku merasakan bhw tiada sbb utk aku berada di muka bumi ini.. sememangnye aku silap.. 'dia' telah mengajarknku bhw kehidupan ini mmg pnuh dgn ranjau.. kite perlu utk meneruskn jua kehidupan.. xkire pe yg berlaku, mesti ade hikmahnye.. Allah sengaje memberikan kite hujan lebat di kala kite merasakan bahawa sang mentari menyinari hidup kita.. kite mungkin merasakan kehilangan mentari itu.. tp kite lupe.. Allah berikan hujan yg lebat agar kite dpt melihat sang pelangi..

hadirnya diri 'nya' membuatkn aku kmbali berdiri dgn teguh.. dgn gah!! 'dia' merupekan pemberi semangat buatku.. pemberi keyakinan padaku.. saat aku rasakn seperti aku sudah tidak punye ape2, 'dia' hadir utk mengembalikan keyakinan diriku.. keyakinan yg jauh lebih hebat dr satu masa dahulu!! tanggal 11 jun ini merupakan tarikh bersejarah dimana diriku telah dipertemukan dgn seseorh insan yg benar2 mghargai diriku.. seorg insan yg bisa membuat diriku ceria, semangat, dan mcm2 lg tanpa diri 'nya' melakukan ape2 yg sgt drastik!! ntah mengape, ckup sje dgn senyuman 'nya' mahupun suara dan gelak tawa 'nya' sje dh membuatkn diriku kembali bertenaga di saat aku lemah.. ternyate kehadiran 'nya' tepat pd msenye.. walaupun lmbt utk aku sedar akan kehadiran 'nya'.. betapa bodohnya diriku ini.. tp aku bersyukur kerana Allah masih memberikan daku peluang utk bersama 'nya'.. aku benar2 bersyukur dgn ape yg berlaku.. akulah lelaki yg benar2 bertuah dimuka bumi Allah ini!! bukan mudah utk berjumpa dgn 'bidadari syurga' yg sudi menyinari diri kite.. 'bidadari' yg 'BENAR2 BIDADARI'!!

aku telah bertemu dgn diri 'nya' hari ini.. aku telah meluangkn mse dengan diri 'nya' pd tarikh yg amat2 bermakne pd diriku.. mse benar2 mncemburui diriku td.. aku rasekn mse bergerak dgn bgitu pntas!! cm sje je xnk bg pluang pd aku lme sket.. tp x kesah laa.. asalkn dpt gak aku bertemu dgn 'nya'.. dpt aku luangkn mse dgn 'nya'.. pd tarikh hari ini, 11 jun 2009.. ckup setahun hubungan istimewaku bersame diri 'nya'.. stiap detik aku lalui bersama 'nya' amat berharge n bermakne buat diriku.. aku berdoa agar segala kebahagiaan yg sedang aku kecapi ini berkekalan smpi bila2 InsyaAllah.. aku bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi di atas ketentuan yg telah dilaksanakan-Nya.. setiap ape jua perkare yg berlaku ade hikmahnye.. syukran ya Allah!!

terime kasih 'awk'.. terime kasih di ats pe yg 'awk' beri pd sy.. sgale jase 'awk' xakn sy lupekan.. sy doakan kebahagiaan n kesejahteraan kita bersame.. setiap waktu kita bersama merupakan saat2 yg indah buat diri sy.. semoga hubungan kita berkekalan, InsyaAllah.. terima kasih, 'awk'...

One of the happiest day of my life!! =)

2009-06-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

sungguh x sangke n sgt2 x sangke bile ade seseorg yg kite anggap sgt penting n bermakne pd diri kite sanggup dtg melihat kite dr jauh hanya utk memastikan keadaan kite.. perkare n perbuatan yg kite sendiri x jangke dr seseorg yg amat2 penting buat kite berlaku.. inilah pe yg terjadi pd diriku baru2 nih, atau dgn lbih tepat lg, pd tanggal 8 Jun 2009!! sehari seblom tuh, aku trase diri ini sgt2 down.. xtau ape sbb n punca.. cm sume serba xkene.. hati aku gundah gelana tnpa sebab.. cm nk tensen.. cm nk migrain.. cm nk mengamuk pon ade.. huhu.. cm org gile je bunyi nyerk.. tp tuh laa hakikatnye.. aku xtau pe yg aku perlu wt utk bg aku tenang sket.. cm aku ckp, sumer serba xkene.. last2, aku ambil keputusan utk mengadu pd seseorg yg aku rse 'dia' bole memberi aku 'ubt' utk pe yg aku rse nih.. mlm tsebut(7 Jun 2009) 'dia' sudi meluangkn mse mendengar luahan hati aku melalui SMS.. 'dia' tampak risau dgn keadaan aku.. trase bersalah gak diriku ini sbb wt 'dia' rse cmtuh.. 'dia' nk wt pape keje pon xjd sbb risau dok pikirkn keadaan aku.. isk isk isk.. akhirnye mlm tuh aku redha sedikit pe yg ak rse.. at least dpt laa aku cube utk melelapkn mate..

esoknye (8 Jun 2009), 'dia' spt bese ber'SMS' ngn aku.. tny pape psl diri aku, keadaan aku, dan mcm2 lg.. tbe2 'dia' mengambil keputusan yg sgt membuatkn aku terharu gile2!! 'dia' mengambil keputusan on d spot utk gi melawat aku utk bg aku 'dos-dos ubt' yg sepatutnye aku perlukan.. ternyata keputusan 'dia' wat aku terpinga2 sebentar.. hati aku bertanye pd diri sendiri.. "betul ke pe yg aku bace kt msg nih?".. lantas aku pon mgambil keputusan utk call 'dia'.. hanye nk pastikn yg aku nih x slh tgk SMS t'sebut.. mmg betul!! 'dia' dh tgh bersiap2 nk grak jmpe aku!! tbe2 aku sgt2 gumbira!! aku xtau laa nk ekspress cmne pe yg aku rse time tuh.. satu perbuatan yg jrg2 org len wat.. ade gak laa org len wat, tp jarang!! n ini yg pertame kali berlaku pd diri aku!! even best-buddies-forever aku pon xpnah wt cm 'dia' wt.. 'dia' sanggup dtg dr jauh (jauh laa gk kirenyer) semate2 nk pastikn yg aku dh btol2 ok.. mmg 'dia' sgt2 risau tentang keadaan aku.. aku xtau nk kate pe time tuh.. mmg kehadiran 'dia' pd hari tersebut benar2 membuat aku rase sgt2 dihargai n disayangi 'dia'.. indirectly, aku de trase sket bersalah laa sbb wt 'dia' rse cmtuh.. wat 'dia' sgt2 risau.. hari tuh aku layan segale ape kehendak 'dia'.. aku sgt2 happy time tuh.. aku cite mcm2, gelak2, usik2 'dia'.. mcm2 laa yg kami wt bersame kirenyerk.. dh laa smpai mlm lk tuh 'dia' spend mse kt aku.. huhu.. mlm bru 'dia' pulang ke rumah.. xlaa mlm sgt.. tp kire mmg dh sgt gelap laa jln time2 cmtuh..

pape pon, tindakan 'dia' sgt2 membuat aku terharu.. xpernah slame nih aku dpt perhatian sedemikian rupa dr seseorg yg bukan dr darah daging sendiri.. aku sgt2 berterima kasih pd 'dia' atas pe yg 'dia' telah lakukan.. aku sedar bahawa 'dia' sgt2 mengambil berat pd ku.. aku benar2 penting utk 'dia'.. 'dia' telah membuktikan pd diriku yg 'dia' benar2 mengangkat diriku ini tinggi.. perlaksanaan 'dia' ini gak telah mengajar aku bhw 'cinta xperlu diungkap dgn kate2, tp ckup ngn perbuatan...'.. itulah diri 'dia'.. 'dia' bukan sengaje xnak beri or ckp pape pd aku.. 'dia' hanye melakukan sedemikian supaye ungkapan yg aku tunggu2 itu mnjadi sgt2 bermakne.. lbih drpd pe yg aku rasekan slame ini.. aku bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi kerane telah mempertemukan aku dgn seseorg yg sgt2 sempurna n sgt2 istimewa.. aku berjanji akan mnjage diri 'nya' slagi mne aku termampu..

terime kasih 'awk'.. terime kasih di atas pe yg 'awk' dh bg kt sy..

it hurts..

2009-06-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

it hurts to see our best friend(s) in deep trouble or in big problems.. it hurts to see our parents in the same situation.. it hurts to see when our loved one in the same situation.. normally we'll try our best to solve their problems or even to comfort them.. but when it happens to ourselves, who will be there for us?? sometimes, when we are in need of someone, and that someone is not there or even do not bother to be there, it will eventually hurt even more!! huhu.. and worse, if something that we didn't expect it to happen in front of us or behind us happens right in front of our nose, what would it feel like?? i feel sorry for myself or on behalf of anybody else.. this is life.. it will hurt us in order to teach us.. sometimes, life can be very cruel.. especially, when we are alone.. when we are being abandoned, when we are left..

it hurts...

Cuti?? huhu.. best ke x best??

2009-06-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

Cuti.. dgr je perkataan nih, musti rse cm best je dgr.. tp ilang rse best tuh klo dh cuti tlalu lme sgt.. smpi xtau nk wtpe.. nk jln2, xkan laa nk slalu kn?? hurm.. so, nk wt cmne kn?? dok umah je laa jwbnyerk.. hehe.. nk keje xbole lak.. sbb kang musti tganggu ngn aktiviti yg bakal dilakukan nnt.. mau x nye.. bulan lepas je dh bpe lme dok kt kl ngn cameron.. balek2 je jb, de aktiviti len lak.. keh keh keh.. tuh x kire jd full-time-unpaid-driver.. haha.. tp xpe, yg penting ikhlas.. bak kate mama, "Mama dulu ngandungkn Farid 9bulan, sakit2 prut mama kne tendang n siku ngn farid time dlm perut, sumer tuh mama x cas sesen pon...".. power kn ayt?? confirm xbole lwn.. hehe.. sebenarnye xtau nk wtpe cuti2 nih.. tibe2 tergerak nak type blog nih.. walaupon xde sgt idea, cmnih pon jd laa.. hehe.. hurm.. plik kn tgk title posting yg 2nd nih?? dh xtau sgt nk letak pe, letak je laa.. hehe.. hurm.. ok then.. blom de mood nk cte2 lg.. still baru.. byk nk letak cte2 kt sinih.. pape yg berlaku kt diri nih.. til then.. de hal sket.. haha..

Sunday, oh Sunday!!

2009-05-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

Hi and Assalamualaikum wbt to whoever tends to view my blog as well as my posting(s).. Seems like this is the first posting that i've created.. Initially, i don't have any idea of what should i do with this blogging thing.. But you know what? I still don't have any idea!! Haha.. Actually, I've done this blogging thing before.. but that is on my Friendster Blog.. I couldn't remember when was the last time I updated that blog.. Haha.. I don't have many followers there (so does this one!!).. Hope I'll get many here.. Hehe.. There's not much to be said here since this is only the introduction.. The reason I created this blog is because of 'someone'.. That 'someone' asked me whether I have a blog? I said that I only have it on my Friendster.. That 'someone' asked me to create one here.. Hehe.. So, here it is.. Haha.. To be franked, I've always wanted to create a blogspot.. A blogspot where everybody can see or give comment(s).. But then again, you DO NEED TO HAVE THIS BLOGSPOT ACCOUNT in order for you to leave your comment(s).. Hehe.. Not bad for 'a first-timer'.. I'll continue writing next time!! Bye-bye for now!! ;)