~STUPID OLD HAG~

can't YOU see that we are not supposed to be that way?? do YOU realize that others MAY FIND IT unacceptable?? do YOU notice that YOU are dragging me into the f*cking-stupid life of yours?? arghh!! YOU are not supposed to do that!! the reason i've been very nice to YOU is because YOU are my lecturer!! after all, i've been very-very-very nice to everybody!! it seems like YOU have misinterpreted my goodness!! for YOUR information, i don't even like YOUR approaches of teaching me!! YOU are always wasting my precious time!! YOU are always wasting YOUR precious time!! YOU have always been assuming that YOU are teaching me the MAJOR SUBJECT!! it's not that i hate the subject of YOURS.. it just that i'm not so into this subject.. i was hoping that YOU can actually prove me wrong by thinking so!! but in the end, YOU have made it WORSE!! can YOU please leave me and my life alone?? i don't need YOUR attention.. i've got enough attention from the people i love as well as my friends.. i don't need YOU!! in fact, it will make my day if YOU are not around!! YOU are not YOUNG anymore!! YOU are an OLD HAG!! YOU are always blaming on others when things are not meant to be.. have YOU seen YOURSELF in front of the mirror?? MIRROR YOURSELF!! PORTRAY YOURSELF!! i have my own life.. I HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE!! so, just move YOUR BIG ASS OFF my life!! do YOUR JOB properly.. YOU are being paid to teach everybody.. not to do SOME OTHER STUPID BUSINESS!! arghh!!!!

-i hate PINK!! it's YOUR F*CKING FAVOURITE COLOUR!! yux!!

Thank You So Much!!

i really had a wonderful weekend.. some people might find it normal.. but as for me, it was an unforgetable moment of my life!! hehe.. i'm so eager to create this posting since yesterday!! hehe.. it just that i was too tired to do so yesterday.. and i had to look forward to the-class-that-i-don't-feel-like-going-there.. hehe.. i'm not going to say why.. hehe.. i dont want to give that person a free pahala.. hehe.. back to what i am going to post.. hehe.. actually, one of the most important person in my life came to see me in Tanjong Malim!! hehe.. i guess you have already know who the person is.. hehe.. yup!! you are right!! it's 'HER'!! hehe.. 'SHE' came all the way from Pasir Gudang just to see me!! hehe.. and not forgetting seeing 'HER' sister.. hehe.. we (i and HER of course!!) spent most of out time together.. hehe.. we went from Tanjong Malim to Kuala Lumpur and Shah Alam.. hehe.. even though it was quite tiresome, we still managed to enjoy ourselves!! together!! hehe.. if only 'SHE' were here a little bit longer!! hehe.. i would have brought 'HER' to all nearby waterfalls and rivers!! hehe.. i love to go to that place.. and the same goes with 'HER'.. hehe.. actually, 'SHE' would like to see how does the Proton City Lake look like.. hehe.. but in the end, it seemed like the time didn't permit us to do so.. hehe.. we have to catch up the 8.30am bus.. hehe.. oh well, 'SHE' has to go back to Pasir Gudang.. hehe.. and you know what?? hehe.. i was too sad to see 'HER' going back!! so, i decided to accompany 'HER' all the way to JB!! haha.. well.. i don't care if i might be too tired as long as i can see 'HER' until the last minute!! hehe.. luckily i have class at 2pm on Monday.. haha.. i still have some time to rest.. hehe.. unlike 'HER', 'SHE' has to teach on Monday morning.. hehe.. that's why 'SHE' decided to go back as early as 10am.. hehe.. initially it was 9am.. but i dont think we can manage to be at the bus station by that time.. hehe.. oh well.. that's all for now.. till then..

- thanks for everything, syg.. i enjoy each and every second of my time being by your side!! i'm lookig forward to meet you again, syg.. i will always 'HEART' you forever and ever..

12 more weeks to go!!

hurm.. what a hectic week!! all of my classmates have already been given with a lot of assignments as well as tasks to be completed!! arghh!! but that's normal for university students.. especially for those who are going to be future teachers.. we have to prepare a lot of things!! from the microteaching preparations to the macroteaching.. not mentioning some stupid university subjects.. why on earth we, as future English Language teachers, need to take some subjects which are not related with our program at all!! duh!! no wonder a few IPTA and IPTS said that UPSI's Tesl uses BM in preparing their future teachers.. even though all major and minor subjects are being taught in a-100%-English, i still can't take it when i've got to take some university's subject in BM.. it's not that i don't like BM (it's my mother tongue, ok!!).. it just that the subjects that i've got to take are not related to my field AT ALL!! huhu.. and not only that.. it will eventually make some jokers-who-shouldn't-take-this-course-in-the-1st-place getting worse (in terms of their language, abilities, teaching skills, class-control, etc..)!!

i don't want to talk bout that for the time being.. hurm.. by the way.. suddenly i've got a new hobby!! hehe.. i don't know what others may call.. but as for me, it gives me pleasure day-by-day.. hehe.. and this new hobby of mine makes me happy too!! hehe.. it's "calling 'HER' every evening(if possible)!!".. hehe.. not only it gives me the anxiety of listening to 'HER' voice, it also gives me the opportunity to make 'HER' happy too!! hehe.. they said that "a single phone call can brighten-up somebody's day".. hehe.. and that's what i'm going to do, InsyaAllah.. hehe.. (i also call my parents, ok!!).. sadly that i've got to use my roomate's laptop in order for me to update this blog.. or else, i might have dozens of dozens of dozens postings.. hehe..

talking about 'HER'.. 'SHE' made something on 'HER' blog.. hehe.. like i mentioned in one of my previous postings, 'SHE' has 'HER' own way on how to express 'HER' feelings, tenderness, and afections to me.. hehe.. thanks for all the things that you do, syg.. i like them very much!! they make me cheer and smile all day long!! if only i were to have my laptop with me now, i will definitely do the same to you, syg!! hehe.. i HEART you so much, my strawberry shake!! hehe..

till then.. ;)

- 2010 -

The new year has come.. Alhamdulillah.. which means, i should have new resolutions.. think of it again, suddenly this question comes into my mind.. "have i achieved my previous years's goals??".. i've achived some of them.. and i'm yet to fulfill a few of them.. it's not that i'm not allowed to do so.. it's only me who prohibits myself from doing so.. this year, i would like to achive all my-yet-to-be-achieved goals, InsyaAllah..

the new semester has already started earlier this week.. it had been quite a while since the last time i met my classmates.. before the final examination for the last semester, we hardly met each other.. we were focussing on the examination.. Alhamdulillah, the hard work has been paid off.. i manage to score with a flying colour.. on the other hand, i'm quite astonished with one of my classmates.. he managed to get SLIGHTLY better than me.. it's not that i'm jealous with what he gets.. it's just that the manner of him getting that grade ANNOYS me the most!! franckly, he is not deserved to be in my course.. i'm not looking down on him.. it's a FACT that he is NOT SUPPOSED to take this major.. hurm.. getting back to my point, he acted like he's the best.. he should remember that he has got 6 more semesters to go.. and from semester to semester, it will be tougher and tougher.. hurm, enough about him.. i don't want to ruin my 1st day of new year..

i cannot exactly recalled when was the last time i posted something here.. 'SHE' even asked me why did i stop posting.. hehe.. this is the reason why.. a few weeks ago, i had a problem with my laptop.. it appeared that the laptop can only be lasted for about 5-10 minutes while using the charger!! after that, it will shut itself down.. after a few restarts, suddenly it went off.. and that was the last day of my laptop's life.. hwaa!!! it doesn't even reached 2 years!! hwaa!! poor lappy.. and that was why i didn't post anything.. huhu.. i was very-very-very devastated.. huhu.. but it's ok.. it goes with the saying, "great victory comes with great sacrifies!!".. i hope that this is going to be one of the sacrifies that i've to face in order to achieved VICTORY.. and now, thanks to my great roomate, he gives me the opportunity to give colour to this blog of mine.. he allows me to use his laptop as long as i use it wisely.. hehe.. thanks pal..

i can't wait to meet 'HER' again.. hehe.. i'm kind of missing 'HER' so sudden.. haha.. before i went back to UPSI, i managed to date 'HER' 3times in a week!! and the last date was on the day that i went back to UPSI.. hehe.. we went out as early as 10am until 6pm.. hehe.. and i still think that it was not enough.. haha.. the time does fly.. hehe.. i'm looking forward to meet 'HER' again.. hehe.. about 3days ago.. 'SHE' sent me a message that i don't think i'll delete it.. hehe.. 'SHE' said something which i'm dying to listen to!! in this context, to be read.. hehe.. it made me smile for no reason.. my heart palpitated wildly!! hehe.. thanks for your word, my dear.. 'YOU' do know how to make my day.. i HEART you since the first moment i saw 'YOU'.. and i'm lucky that in the end, 'YOU' realized my presence.. thanks again, Nor Shafiza bt Supardi..

hehe.. that's all for now.. i'll post something again later.. hehe.. till then.. ;)